Wednesday, September 24, 2008 ; 7:24 AM {♥}
Ytd..
Didnt go out at all.
Rot at home e whole day.
Until night ,
I called him.
Chatted..
He promised to go to e doctor wif me on mon night when he's out.
This week will be a long week..
Cos u r not coming out on fri or sat,
But is monday.
Hope to meet u on monday's morning.
IF u r willing to.
I m still sad.
After hanging up ,
I choose to slp early juz like u r.
So i went to bed at 11 ^^
Hope to meet u in lalaland but didnt.
Jasmine called in e middle of e night 03:21 am.
Had a talk until 5:30 am
I think of u.
Know u wake up le
So i smsed u.
I wanted to send "Morning , Dar"
But i noe i cant. Though u r still my dar in my heart but i think u will mind if i realli call u dar bah. I miss calling u dar.
Surprised to receive ur sms at 6+.
I was abt to go back to slp but don bear to when i saw ur msg.
I m greedy.
I don wan juz to be by ur side , like a fren or wat.
I wan to be ur xinyi.
I wan to be ur dear.
I wan to be ur one n only, ur gf.
Though things had happened , had changed but my love for u didnt. It will onli be deeper and not lesser. We can start afresh, realli, if onli u say "yes".
U told me not now, i will rmb it. I will wait.
Move on and wait.
I m back to sqaure one.
Back to loving u deeper.
I thought e love starts to fade last week
But i realised nw tat it is not fading , but getting deeper.
Crazy over u.
6days more before i can see u again.
I MISS YOU.
Realli miss u till i cant even don think of u for a moment.
No matter wat i do , i juz think of u.
When i eat , i wonder if u eat le mah?
When i m slacking, i wonder if u r having tough trainings?
When i watch tv , i wonder if u wanna watch e show too?
Everything has got to do wif u.
Juz cant get u off my mind.
I realised there is nothing i can do now,
EXCEPT waiting for u to come out.
I wanna to do something to kill time but everything tat has nothing got to do wif u don interest me at all.
I can onli wait, wait , wait.
Nothing but WAITING.
Wait for u to come out.
Wait for u for 2years.
Wait for u to finish ur NS.
Wait for u to come back.
Wait for u to patch wif me.
Wait for u to hug me.
Wait for u to say u love me.
SHAG..
This is wat my life is right now.
How i wish time can fly..
Make monday be tml.
Regretted alot of things but i noe time cant turn back , i can onli hope for e better to come.
Nothing is perfect without u. Seriously.
Dar..
Love is not abt finding someone who u can live wif, but finding someone u cant live without.
And to me ,
Tat's u , who i can live without.
Missing u is e onli thing tat occupy my mind now.
Nel tell me love is abt seeing e person u love is happy.
Is it ? Dar?
If u r happy , i should let u go ?
Can i do it ?
Anyways, Jiayou for training , ok?
I m always wif u.
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