1hr plus away from nw i can go home le.. Weekends ~!

Dar..

Welcome back from field camp :)
I was so happy and excited when u sms me juz nw.
Know why?
Cos i met up wif a problem ytd night and today morning.
Ytd night , for some reason , i couldnt get to slp.
Stay awake until 4am , reading magazine..
Trying to kill my thoughts.

Morning woke up at 11am.
Went in maple take a look.
These few days cant online le bah.
Cousin Yu Xiang's Bday.
Changed my mind , nt bringing our laptop there le.
I wanna go there enjoy myself, let go of everything.
Juz nw , ur daddy called me.
Asked me abt u and talked about other issues too.

On my way to work in bus , i feel so stress..
Thinking of something which cant don think of.
Making myself feel so vexed.
As i was thinking , i realised i already reach e airport.
Juz nw.. when u sms me tat u r back , i was realli happy.
Called u immediately.. i need u to hear me out.
I need u to help me solve e problem.
But i guess u are busy.
Never mind , i wait for ur reply or call bah.
Finally i finished all e work necessary.

After i cleared up my desk , i went to toilet.
I opened e office's door , guess wat?
2 stray dogs were right infront of me.
Chua tio.. so scary.
Rubbish bin gt 8 rats too.
Wat a "clean" environment i m working in?
Often feel like quitting like my mum requested me to.
But soon this project will be finished and i will be out of job for 1-2months?
And when i think of $ matters and our plans..
I will tolerate and continue working while complaining everyday LOL.
U give me a lot of courage and strength to fight.

Afterall.. my choice is YOU.
I choose to be wif u.
Muacks.

Dar..
Actually wanna write u a post last night when i suddenly miss u.
Yesterday night.. I suddenly miss u so much, hoping u r juz beside me.
Recently , i feel so stress.
I commit alot of mistakes in work and life.
Always get scolding from Boss.
Short pay , Documents matter and many more.
He cant find his cable de wire , come and ask me where i put..
I always put back in his drawer for him de.
Den hor.. Ytd..
One of his workers asked me to print pics.
I asked e worker if he wan 1 , 2 , 3 or 4 pictures in a paper..
I told him it could be done.
He replied tat he wan 1 pic in a page.
I did it in his way and when boss saw tat , scolded me off.
Y print like this ? So waste ink.
U donno hw to print 4 in a page ar like u always did.
I veri pissed off, told him tat was requested by his worker.
Den he say nv ask him b4 i print..
Feel so fedup.
How to ask when he is nt around?
And e pictures all are needed early 8am e following day.
260++ to print leh. ARRGGHH !
And..
Boss shoot me and scold me infront of his workers.
He say i m like sleeping when working.
Perhaps?
Cos i m tired.
Feel so tired.
It is not like this when u r wif me.
U will always comfort me , console me and teach me tatics to fight back :)

Dar.. Tues.. Our Monthsary :)
I went to doctor tat day at AMK.
Doctor said i m allergy.
Given me cream and pills.
Apply and taken pills for 2days , i feel totally healed. LOL.
But still need apply for e scars to be removed and to really cure it.
Hmm..
I haven start my diet until today. :P
Guess i need to do something to show u some improvements.
I told u i wanna do something for u de.

Day by day..
Thur le..
Tml after work , i will get to rest 2days.
Going chalet , Sat my cousin 21st Birthday.
Rmb? i told u b4 u set off to Taiwan.
I guess i will be brining laptop over?
If not hw to meet e target appointed by u leh. Hahas.

U know mah?
I have realli alots to tell u.
I wish to tell u on e phone but u wont call me de.
Cos exp !! I know..
If i complained u nv call , u'll always say : "Cos veri EXPENSIVE".
I called Starhub today.
They say there is a service where by u pay 59cents everyday and u can get to enjoy free incoming calls from overseas, meaning i can call u and u wont be charge wor.
How do u think abt it?
If realli subscribe , i think u will ask me call u every night bah.
Den i will be busy LOL.
But i don mind , i enjoy being busy cos of u :P
Suddenly feel so RELAX after writing to u here.
Vexed out my STRESS !!!
U wont noe hw pressure i m these few days.
Fill u in when u r back or when on phone wif u.

1 week ~ 7days ~ 175hours more to go..

Dar..
Sorry..
Morning when u sms me abt u setting off for e field camp which is 4-6days long, i didnt reply.
Cos i was sleeping soundly.
I was too tired.
U waited for my reply?
I muz have disappoint u.
Ps :P
I... i will wait u back.
Lots i wan to tell u but i wan face to face..
Anyway, i was on phone wif ur dad juz nw.
Horhor u so bad nv phone him at all..
But nvm i helped u to tell ur dad tat u gt ask me to pass him e msg tat u went for field camp.
Time passed so fast , another week has passed.
10 more days and u will be back to SG.
Don forget my presents hor =x
Thanks for calling me last night when i told u i wanna talk to u badly.
I noe u don like to call back sg cos it cost damn expensive.
But for my sake, u did it.
Thanks.
You realli changed alot.


Somehow..
My life nw is in a mess.
Something is bothering me and i donno hw to solve.
Lost and Confused.
And recently , i had been feeling unwell AGAIN.
Giddy , tired and feeling nausea sometimes..
Feel itchy on hands , legs and my back.
Sometimes everywhere also feel itchy.
Comes and Goes.
Wat is wrong wif me?

Dar..

I Miss You.

Though we can sms and talk few min on e phone, but i missed u.
Right now, i m abit vexed.
I wish u are here for me.
Every sms u send me , seemed so precious.
U told me tat e bed there was hard and uncomfortable.
I bet u missed my shoulder bah.
U noe mah?
It's been so long i never received a kiss or a goodnight from u in sms.
To me,
I feel every overseas trip u go for is like a test for our relationship.
Cos we are nt beside each other.
This will make us miss each other more bah , and bring us closer when u returned.
I hope this time round u wont sulk like u did when we meet on 30th night.
U gave me a sulk face e other time when u returned from Brunei , rmb?
I will blog as often i can if i have e time to , and u muz read it when u r back hor.
Every post in here is simply juz for u.

18days more. :)

Dar is in Taiwan now.

His flight was on e 8th April midnight.
Tat day , i took a day off to accompany him for e whole day.
This was not e first time he is going overseas , i don feel so worry.
But this time round to Taiwan , 21days, with a 6days long field camp.
I stayed overnight at his hse tat veri night b4 he left.
I went to bed earlier than him , he was still having his gaming.
Midnight.. Half awake & Half asleep..
I feel Dar is beside me.
It is always so sweet when i m wif him.

Morning (8th April)
I woke up realising tat..
Someone called me many times, but i didnt ans.
Somehow i noe my phone was ringing in e night but..
I juz simply continue slping.
Too tired :/

Dar's family was all out except sister.
I went to e nearest coffee shop and simply juz grab mixed veg rice and mee siam.
One for him another for him.
And of cos cold drink..
He simply detest plain water.
I went to bed again after lunch but Dar woke me up b4 i had enough of my sleep.
I helped him to pack his bag as usual and top up a few top up cards for him.
Went for dinner at 8 plus.
And we dapao some food for his family.
He accompanied me , by my side till is time for him to bath.
We left his house tgt at 1030, he is leaving to e airport.
Before leaving , i took his hp and read his sms , was told in e sms tat Taiwan's weather is cold, and Dar was asked to bring a sweater.
I went in e house and get it for him , insists he muz bring and he juz follow my words.
He didnt giv me a kiss when we part , cos his fren saw us.
I went back home , bath and talked on phone.
I was on e phone wif Bubu when Dar called me.
It tooks me awhile b4 i hang up and call Dar.
Dar hanged up wif me at 2:20 and boarded his flight.
I lied awake till 5am b4 i sleep.

{♥} Happily Forever With Him
{♥} Go Chalet !
{♥} Lose Weight (10kg) =p !
{♥} A New Handphone.
{♥} A Long Break From Work
{♥} 0oxiino0 to be lvl 200 in maple.
{♥} To Go Genting Wif Dar.
{♥} Change a new job.
{♥} Celebrate my 21st birthday
{♥} Mum's Approval Of My R/S