Tuesday, June 30, 2009 ; 4:20 PM {♥}
Woooo..
Finally i get to go home early ytd !!
But , cos mum didnt cook , i went to market to dapao food home.
Didnt log in maple or msn until 10pm cos mum was using and also e fact tt i m lazy.
Spend all my time infront of e TV.
Watched shows continously from 7pm-11pm.
10pm-11pm
I watched a show at OKTO channel ?
Show name was "Danger In The Womb"
It was abt two cases of pregnant woman who faced pregnancy prob.
Both of them had twins , idenitical ones.
But i guess cos there were both together , resulted one steals e nutrients of e other ?
End up both babies , one big and one small.
Had no choice but to go for a laser operation to separate e two of them.
E operation was a scary and painful one, as can see from it.
The doctor den inject on e mother's tummy and inserted the tube in.
Used laser to separate them.
Anyway , case 1 both babies were born and managed to survive.
E (used to be) smaller one , turns out weighing heaiver den e bigger one.
However , for case 2 , didnt turn out well.
Both were delivered out however sadly , 1 passed away on e following day. It was e bigger baby that passed away. E smaller one , survived through.
E mum was interviewed and mentions a veri gd point.
She said she felt sad but happy also , mixture of feelings.
Sad cos her another son passed away :(
Happy in e way tt at least 1 of them survived through and as e other grows , she can also get to see hw her passed away de son will look like when at this age cos both are identical twins, look alike :)
Realised giving birth is realli hard, so all of ur who read this , do cherish ur mum.
I muz say a mother , from e day when they noe they were pregnant , they starts to worry till e day u were born and even till e day u married and have ur own childrens.
They will always worried abt u till e day they passed away or u pass away (touchwood*)
Mum are so noble :) Expections to those who abort their health child. If unhealthy den is different case.
Finally i get to go home early ytd !!
But , cos mum didnt cook , i went to market to dapao food home.
Didnt log in maple or msn until 10pm cos mum was using and also e fact tt i m lazy.
Spend all my time infront of e TV.
Watched shows continously from 7pm-11pm.
10pm-11pm
I watched a show at OKTO channel ?
Show name was "Danger In The Womb"
It was abt two cases of pregnant woman who faced pregnancy prob.
Both of them had twins , idenitical ones.
But i guess cos there were both together , resulted one steals e nutrients of e other ?
End up both babies , one big and one small.
Had no choice but to go for a laser operation to separate e two of them.
E operation was a scary and painful one, as can see from it.
The doctor den inject on e mother's tummy and inserted the tube in.
Used laser to separate them.
Anyway , case 1 both babies were born and managed to survive.
E (used to be) smaller one , turns out weighing heaiver den e bigger one.
However , for case 2 , didnt turn out well.
Both were delivered out however sadly , 1 passed away on e following day. It was e bigger baby that passed away. E smaller one , survived through.
E mum was interviewed and mentions a veri gd point.
She said she felt sad but happy also , mixture of feelings.
Sad cos her another son passed away :(
Happy in e way tt at least 1 of them survived through and as e other grows , she can also get to see hw her passed away de son will look like when at this age cos both are identical twins, look alike :)
Realised giving birth is realli hard, so all of ur who read this , do cherish ur mum.
I muz say a mother , from e day when they noe they were pregnant , they starts to worry till e day u were born and even till e day u married and have ur own childrens.
They will always worried abt u till e day they passed away or u pass away (touchwood*)
Mum are so noble :) Expections to those who abort their health child. If unhealthy den is different case.
I'm yours & U're mine
Monday, June 29, 2009 ; 2:52 AM {♥}
Sat.. As promised each other , Dar & me didnt meet up for e day.
I want him to stay at hm and do his own things , play his dota and have his own space =p
Talked on e phone wif Dar , over maple & things.
Our most common topic are Maple ,H1N1 and of cos my work.
Dar headed to bed at 2am plus 3am.
But i was still awake, until 4:30 when Dar called me.
Didnt slp cos afraid i might overslept.
Went out of house at 4:50am.
So early went out cos there wasnt any bus until 5:50am.
Dar asked me to take cab to interchange but i refused.
Feel tt walking to interchange is a form of exercise too.
Walked till community centre de diesel station den realised is still far too early.
Buy breakfast for Dar :) sweet bah , wat a gd gf i m hor?
Buy him Delifrance breakfast.
Walked to Northpoint ,reached but he juz reached Woodlands Bus Interchange !!
Went to Mac , decided to buy another set of breakfast for him to choose between.
Bought him Sausage McMuffin wif Egg + Ice Milo.
Board e bus he was in after waited for so longgggg..
He only take harshbrown and took a nap after tt.
Watching him covered by my jacket, slping soundly, realli makes me love him so much.
Cant stop loving him.
Reached Tampines, asked him which one he wants, he wants both :)
He took them back to camp and had it.
I took e bus back to Yishun, reached home at 8 but slp only at 10am.
10am all e way to 6pm+.
Spend e rest of e day infront of com and watching tv.
As for y Dar booked in on sunday morning, was all cos he need to revise for an incoming exam !!
NS also gt exam zzz.
Dar went to bed early at 11pm after spending so time wif me on e phone.
As for me , i watched a lame show until 1am + and onli go to bed at 3am.
Was fooling around wif my mei for tt 1hr plus :)
Mei, don worry :) i wont leak out ur secret , or rather our secret =x
Labels: Cant Stop Loving You. Even For A Sec.
I'm yours & U're mine
; 2:12 AM {♥}
Had nt blog for a week le :(
Had been busy lately.
Hmm weekends spent wif Dar and on sleeping.
Dar was booked out on Fri night.
Didnt meet up for dinner cos he had it wif his friends.
I went Northpoint after work at near 8pm.
Went & get my phone W508 which costs me only $48.
Not bad looking , white colored , walkman phone.
Now seemed like i m using 3 phones , my old one , Dar's C905 and this walkman phone.
All are sony ericsson.
I used to detest this brand but nw super supporting it cos nokia's phone are so ugly :(
Fri night , meet up wif Dar till midnight.
Had roti prata wif him at Kovan.
Dar looked so tired , cos he had been lacking of slp.
Took cab home , Dar was slping all e way LOL.
Dar , do u like wat i have done for u?
I simply enjoyed surprising u every now and then.
It spiced up our life & our relationship.
Back home , i slp at around 4am.
Don have idea wat time Dar went to bed.
Had been busy lately.
Hmm weekends spent wif Dar and on sleeping.
Dar was booked out on Fri night.
Didnt meet up for dinner cos he had it wif his friends.
I went Northpoint after work at near 8pm.
Went & get my phone W508 which costs me only $48.
Not bad looking , white colored , walkman phone.
Now seemed like i m using 3 phones , my old one , Dar's C905 and this walkman phone.
All are sony ericsson.
I used to detest this brand but nw super supporting it cos nokia's phone are so ugly :(
Fri night , meet up wif Dar till midnight.
Had roti prata wif him at Kovan.
Dar looked so tired , cos he had been lacking of slp.
Took cab home , Dar was slping all e way LOL.
Dar , do u like wat i have done for u?
I simply enjoyed surprising u every now and then.
It spiced up our life & our relationship.
Back home , i slp at around 4am.
Don have idea wat time Dar went to bed.
A simple but happy life is wat we leading now :)
Labels: Contented To Have You Around.
I'm yours & U're mine
Sunday, June 28, 2009 ; 2:43 AM {♥}
Pictures taken in chalet. Only 3 pics cos my hp memory don hav enough space ps =x will take more in future , if nt my blog look so dead wif only WORDS !! F3
Both of them are my cousins. The one without clothes on was my 5th aunt de son "Ah wei".Can say he is one who like to play a fool around and nv failed to make us laugh. He is playful but cute at times while e other wif yellow shirt is my xiao jiu's son. He is mixed blood de , therefore his eyes is soooo beautiful. hahas. He is more quiet type, cry easily? :) Both of them are on gd terms ,one play while e other watch , taken in living rm of e chalet. The sofa looked so cosy and comfortable isnt it ? =p
This was taken on e last day of Chalet in e arcade. She is my 2nd cousin de daughter :) Her english was superb, e way she talk , e vocabulary she used was realli so chim !!! Below's pic is also my 2nd cousin de daughter , her 2nd daughter. She is abt 3yr old. Whenever i look at her , i will think of someone, 1 who is so dearly to me :( Anyway she looked so cute.
I'm yours & U're mine
; 2:27 AM {♥}
Tue 23rd June 09
Had a day off cos it was e opening ceremony of Changi New Water Reclamation Plant.
Lee Xian Long will be there for e opening ceremony.
Therefore , all of us were given a day off :)
Super SHIOK !!
But i didnt spend e day at home.
Woke up damn late at 12pm +
Went to Northpoint to buy KFC meal for mum.
I realised i m getting more n more "siao shun" nowadays.
After lunch , mum, mei & i played games.
One person entitled to 1 laptop.
GOOD LIFE !! :)
Sit 3rd Aunt's car over to Chalet at late afternoon.
Mei & I drop off at White Sand Shopping Mall for some shopping.
Intend to take my hp but end up didnt get it.
Walked around, pay internet bills , buy lotions for face n eyes, buy a watch wif car design for boi , screen protector for Dar's hp.
Spend alot within a few hours :(
Walked over to Chalet as it was near.
Upon reaching , i start to grab some food =p
Too hungry le after all e shopping hahas.
On my laptop to play cos nth to do.
Played till 10+pm , Dar called me.
I took cab to his camp & back to my hse.
Went to my house there de coffee shop for supper =p
I had Cheese fries while Dar had Fried chicken set.
After dinner , Dar took cab home while i insist to walk home :P
Don wan a ride from him , too full , muz walk !!
Back home, we played maple tgt for awhile :)
Wed 24/6/09
Took off for e day cos of face allery T_T
I cant use GARNIER de UV protection loiton !!
Stayed at home e whole day , took pill and had a slp.
Sleep from 3pm to 7pm nearly 8.
Dar was at home too, whole day dota-ing lol.
But in e night, Dar met up wif me at my hse there.
Accompany me for sometime and took cab home again =x
Worth it anyway , cos he need to take bus , mrt and bus again b4 able to reach home.
Thur 25/5/09
After work , headed to White Sand shopping mall & followed by Chalet.
Went to shopping mall juz to get e shoes i want =p
Upon reaching chalet , all was abt to set off for dinner zzz.
And i juz put down my things and went wif them.
We went to HongKong Streets to have our dinner , while some of them went for Japanese meals.
I didnt follow , cos i don realli like !!
I had Sweet & Sour Rice , Didi had Beef spaghetti and Mei had korean donno wat mee.
Pity , forget to take pics of e food. Di's one looked so yummy !!
Went back home after dinner , gotten a free ride from 5th uncle's wife.
Had a bath after reached home and played maple till midnight 2am before going to bed :)
Will be uploading some pics in a new post :)
I'm yours & U're mine
Monday, June 22, 2009 ; 11:33 AM {♥}
My Mei , wif her presents ~! Look hw happy she is ?
Picture taken in portrait view. Wow.. Quite alot of presents hor?
Landscape view. Come , i intro to ur which is from who.E Bag at e veri top left is from Body Shop ,a gift from one of mei's frens's sister.
Below of tat , e big brown box is a gift from 2 males frens of mei , inside is a tigger which body figure looks like a stingray :P and also a bottle of wishes.
Infront of it , e blue color present was from her cousins , Lisa , Yilin and Zhi Sheng. Inside is a CD holder printed wif Winnie e pooh and tigger again =x
In e middle , e long present wrapped wif yellow n pinky wrapping paper was from... Ah Boy & Family , it is a pink pouch tat look elegant.
Infront of Ah Boy's present was a gift from another sister of mei's frens , she gifted a (donno e name of e cartoon) Cartoon handphone holder.
Left wif 3 presents on e right side , E one leaning on mei's pillow was obviously from ME !!
Tat is a foldable box , most suitable for mei :P and infont of it , e black color wrapping paper prsent was also from ME !! E lamp tat has a little boy's figure. Shall take a pic and show ur later on.
Lastly, e most front present , wrapped wif precious moments was a gift from Dar to Mei.. It is e CD ( Show of Korean F4 ).
So nice right ? Mei received so many presents. On top of tt , she received more Ang Bao tat presents. Which one u perfer , mei? Ang Bao or Present ? For me , i will choose Present. :)
Look , Ah Boy pose as i asked him to , told him tat i want to take a pic of him :) Behind him was my aunt , talking to my mum =pBoy , I love to see e "du du zhui" on ur face :) tat is e most adorable part of u.
Still gt a few pictures of cake and family photo but sadly it is nt wif me , cos i was asked to take pic wif family , shall take it from cousin if possible and upload here again :)
I'm yours & U're mine
Friday, June 19, 2009 ; 11:01 AM {♥}
Happy 16th Birthday , Xin Lei :)
First time celebrating her birthday..
Mum decided to hold a birthday party at home for her.
Dar was e first one who got her a present , i guessed.
Dar's present for her was korean F4 Show part 2, while i didnt noe wat to get her until this afternoon..
Was supposed to report for work today, thought it was pay day but end up we had mistaken.
Aunt then told me to go on leave today woahhh shiok :)
Was at Northpoint wif mei before i was told nt to go work today.
Requested meimei to come Northpoint wif me to sign up for a M1 line =p
Wanted her student plan =p
Mum chosen a number for me , i didnt get any headset cos i was still in a dilemma, which to choose between both e phones tat i like.
End up , i decided nt to get phone first , go home & think properly :]
Mum & Mei went home first as i still wan to do some shopping.
Heard from mei tat she like a music box which she saw in AMK Hub, i then went down to take a look, had the intention to buy tat for her.
However , i didnt managed to find tat. I buy her a foldable box instead.
Went to another shop , saw a lamp , it's figure was a small naked boy.
Looks interesting !!
And well , so cute lo , even show "bird bird" on e small naked boy and its function is... a switch for us to on and off e lamp.
Wrapped both e presents for her and went back to Northpoint.
Felt so thirsty and went to Mac while on phone wif Dar. To my surprise , i saw GuGu & cousins.
We took bus back to my hse tgt :)
Mum prepared a lot of food and dessert for e day.
Mei also invited her frens over to our place , but juz a few of them onli zz.
Ah Boy & Family came too :]
I followed him e whole night , taking care of him , keeping him company and feeding him too.
Tat was e most enjoyable part.
He is soooooo CUTE.
He said " jiejie , happy birthday" to me , without realising tat i m nt e birthday gal.
Tat is wat a child is like :)
Feed him cake , water and play wif him, super enjoy every moment wif him..
When we are all busy chatting , he sang a song.. ( Ni Wa Wa )
I hurried ask everyone to SHH.... and listen to him.
After awhile , i requested him to sing me tat song once again , cos i wanted to record !!!
But damn it , e room was juz super noisy tat i cant do e recording !! Shit.
Boy cant bear to go home when it's time for him to go.
He keep saying " NO" , my heart feel so sour..
Try to houmor him wif a toy car tat i buy for him and managed to get him moving.
Kissed him goodbye , he kissed me on my cheeks too :)
Miss u ~!
After he left , i seemed moody , went for a bath and called Dar.
Helped mum wif mopping e floor after everyone has left.
Not so tiring afterall , cos our hse is far smaller compared to e previous one =x
Had an early night at 12am plus.
Will upload pictures tml , now too late le =p
Wat a pity tat Dar was unable to come due to GUARD DUTY again :(
I'm yours & U're mine
Monday, June 15, 2009 ; 5:45 PM {♥}
Have nt been able to have a good rest last sat till now.
Sunday , after funeral , went home.
Had a rest on my bed but could not get to sleep.
Until 6pm , Dar called and we meet up at northpoint.
He buy me pasa malam food to eat. =)
Went to NTUC for shopping =x
Didnt buy anything cos Dar was so fussy , insists to use watever brand he likes.
Took train to Causeway point , wonder wat to eat for dinner?
Had KFC cos it was not so crowded lols.
Could not finish e food , i guess i order too much =x
Dar went off b4 i finish my food , he asked me to stay on and eat slowly while he go home to get his stuffs back to Causeway to meet me. I didnt say anything except "orh". =p
Went to NTUC to help Dar buy his facial wash foam & wet tissue :)
Meet up wif Dar at Bus Interchange and took 969 to Tampines.
Every Sun i will 99% try to accompany him take bus to Tampines :)
Wat a sweet gf u have gotten , Dar !!!
Took e same 969 tat i ride on earlier on back to Yishun. LOLS.
Dar..
Sorry tat i didnt have much time to accompany this week, i noe u nv blame me too but i feel tat this weekend is so short !! cos i spent alot of time on funerals , but is a no choice thing =x
5more days b4 u can book out again =p hahas.
Thanks for ur love & care :)
Labels: E Love Between Us Is Growing Every Moment.
I'm yours & U're mine
; 5:34 PM {♥}
Sat , reaached home , didnt sleep.
Instead , on maple & play wif Dar & help mum to dl her shows too.
Managed to take a short nap (1 hr plus) before i go down to Hougang wif parents.
Go hougang for? O.o
My father's godfather's funeral.
We were asked to pray and follow wat e priest were doing.
Rounds and rounds , walking a circle around e wake.
As i was walking , i was thinking something else in my mind.
I had so far been to 2funerals only , this was obviously e 2nd one.
Thinking to this point , i realised there are more to come.. I don mind bad or wat but seriously there are still many more funerals i have to attend in time to come.
Both sides grandparents are still alive , my "tai ma" is also still alive.
My dad's godfather's children n grandchildren , most of them were crying.
My mum cried as well on e day when his body was burn to ashes.
I didnt drop a tear , cos i wasnt close to him but thinking of this , i wonder hw sad i will be it's my close one ?
Suddenly , i feel tat life is so fragile.
No one noes wat will happen tml?
Anyone can die anytime anywhere and for any reasons.
When will it be my turn?
Will i get to live to an old age?
So, i have to cherish everyday and everyone. =(
E whole funeral make me feel so...
Wat if it is my mum?
I m really afraid. So mum , can u live on for us no matter wat happens?
Even if u have any illness , promise me tat u will fight it , overcome it.
I noe y u refused to go to A&E , no matter hw painful u were feeling in e night.
I understood it.
Afraid tat u might nt have a chance to hold a party and celebrate wif mei on her bday.
I feel hw u feel too when u told me.
U said tat u have to hold a bday party for her juz in case u don hav a chance to. U said tat 1 yr is veri long for u. But mum, perhaps it is nt cancer ?
I refused to listen to uncle whenever he mention to me abt u and cancer in e car.
Sometimes i feel tat i m avoiding e issue too.
I hope 1st july can come asap & let everything turns out fine.
I'm yours & U're mine
; 5:20 PM {♥}
Friday , Dar was waiting for me at home when i m at work.
Planned to go town after i knock off from work.
End up , I was requested to stay back for OT , doing some quotations.
Set off from office at 9pm, only to reach home at nearly 10pm.
Bath and rest , phoned Dar, wondered if he is angry wif me ?
Surprisly , he wasnt angry but he juz feels tat it is already too late for a movie at town.
We meet up at Yishun MRT and went down to town for midnight movie.
Thanks Dar :)
Reached town , abt to buy tickets for e show " Drag me to hell" , Dar then suggested to watch something else.. Dar said tat he feels tat " The Taking of Pelham 1 2 3 " is not bad.
So we changed to tat show instead.
Buy a set of combo in to eat n enjoy e show.
It was really a nice show i muz say.
Somehow i feel it is touching & meaningful ?
But donno hw to explain y is it so...
After movie , Dar & I were wondering if we should take Night Rider or Cab?
End up , we decided to stay in town till morning.
Went to park lane to take a look but we nv play lan gaming.
Walked around e town and stopped at a place to rest , talk & patou =x
Until around 4am , we went back to parklane for lan gaming.
I wanted to play Maple !! But they nv patch e latest version so sickening !!!
Dar.. he of cos play his favourite dota game , while i'm left with no choice , played Audition :(
Played till we actually forget abt e time and we were nt sleepy at all LOL.
Until 8am , we then realised we already played for few hours F3
Decided to stop as e person-in-charge wanted to restart com for awhile..
Took train back , sleep throughout e journey until reached yishun.
Woke Dar up and kiss him goodbye.
Reached home at 9am+.
Didnt head to bed , on laptop instead and played maple.
Dar..
I enjoyed e day veri much :)
Glad tat u bring me out for movies despite e fact tat u were sick and it was late.
How nice would it be if we can have such dating once every month.
U noe wat i enjoyed most , dont u ?
Being able to cruddle in ur arms , hand in hand wif u is e sweetest of all.
But don forget hor.. u will be punished e next time if u forget ur ..... =x
Sorry too for showing u attitude when u phoned me when i was in my office.
It is e love tat u gave me brings me courage to live on happily.
Planned to go town after i knock off from work.
End up , I was requested to stay back for OT , doing some quotations.
Set off from office at 9pm, only to reach home at nearly 10pm.
Bath and rest , phoned Dar, wondered if he is angry wif me ?
Surprisly , he wasnt angry but he juz feels tat it is already too late for a movie at town.
We meet up at Yishun MRT and went down to town for midnight movie.
Thanks Dar :)
Reached town , abt to buy tickets for e show " Drag me to hell" , Dar then suggested to watch something else.. Dar said tat he feels tat " The Taking of Pelham 1 2 3 " is not bad.
So we changed to tat show instead.
Buy a set of combo in to eat n enjoy e show.
It was really a nice show i muz say.
Somehow i feel it is touching & meaningful ?
But donno hw to explain y is it so...
After movie , Dar & I were wondering if we should take Night Rider or Cab?
End up , we decided to stay in town till morning.
Went to park lane to take a look but we nv play lan gaming.
Walked around e town and stopped at a place to rest , talk & patou =x
Until around 4am , we went back to parklane for lan gaming.
I wanted to play Maple !! But they nv patch e latest version so sickening !!!
Dar.. he of cos play his favourite dota game , while i'm left with no choice , played Audition :(
Played till we actually forget abt e time and we were nt sleepy at all LOL.
Until 8am , we then realised we already played for few hours F3
Decided to stop as e person-in-charge wanted to restart com for awhile..
Took train back , sleep throughout e journey until reached yishun.
Woke Dar up and kiss him goodbye.
Reached home at 9am+.
Didnt head to bed , on laptop instead and played maple.
Dar..
I enjoyed e day veri much :)
Glad tat u bring me out for movies despite e fact tat u were sick and it was late.
How nice would it be if we can have such dating once every month.
U noe wat i enjoyed most , dont u ?
Being able to cruddle in ur arms , hand in hand wif u is e sweetest of all.
But don forget hor.. u will be punished e next time if u forget ur ..... =x
Sorry too for showing u attitude when u phoned me when i was in my office.
It is e love tat u gave me brings me courage to live on happily.
Labels: Because u r here, i m here.
I'm yours & U're mine
Friday, June 12, 2009 ; 11:07 AM {♥}
So fast.. Another week had passed and today is already wed.
Didnt have time to blog, had been busy wif work.
Back home , i need to accompany my mum n Dar too.
Last thur, Dar was booked out.
Had rushes all over his neck and face.
Feel so heartache while watching him scratch. T_T
Meet up wif him , he was late cos fall asleep lol.
Waited for him at Causeway Point , shopping alone.
Saw e CD of korean F4 show , my mei wanted it for present.
But i don have any $ wif me , lend to uncle le ><
Dar reached as soon as he could & i drag him to e CD shop to see e CD.
Dar paid for it and tat is e present for my mei , from us :)
After tat , we went to pasa malam.
Bought some food to eat but there wasnt any place for us to sit down.
We went into e shopping mall instead and found ourselves a place to eat. LOL.
After eating , we spend sometime talking to each other.
Hw nice it is ti have him by my side.
Went to e toilet b4 we head home.
E whole shopping mall was so quiet and e toilet's lights were off.
Kissed goodbye and we separated ways.
Back home , we mapling tgt for awhile b4 going to bed.
I'm yours & U're mine
Monday, June 8, 2009 ; 3:13 PM {♥}
Fri afternoon , Dar booked out from camp.
Changed his guard duty wif his friend.
He waited me from 3pm - 7pm while he spends his time in e acrade.
Finally get to see him again after 12days but he look so tired.
Had a field camp and road march e day b4 (thur)
Went to Tampines Mall's Swensen for dinner.
He had Fish & Chips while i had Breaded Chicken.
Half way eating , we exchanged plates.
LOL, I perfer his while he perfers mine.
Intend to help my uncle to book air flight after dinner but we couldnt find e place.
End up , i suggested to go home.
Back home , we both played maple tgt.
I forget wat time we went to bed but surely after 2am.
I'm yours & U're mine
; 3:12 PM {♥}
Wed 3rd june ( if i m nt wrong )
My mum finally went to e doctor.
She has been having stomach ache problems since early this yr.
Unable to eat well.
Everyday going to e toilet for at least a few times.
It don seemed like it is a normal sign.
After work,
In uncle's car, Aunt called Uncle when we are on our way home , told my uncle abt something regarding my mum , i overheard their conversation. ( Aunt's talked too loudly)
Aunt told my uncle tat my mum went to e doctor early morning , told e doctor abt e problem she is having and well , e symptoms turns out to be wat my mum has been worried abt.
Tat is "wei ai" stomach cancer? ( not sure wat it is in english term )
However , it was highly suspected only , needs to go through tests to confirm.
Doctor refer my mum to polyclinic cos it's cheaper.
But.. polyclinic give my mum e date 1st July.
So longggggg from now..
(Touchwood) But if realli is cancer , wait for tests & results , it might be too late.
Or it might already delay e treatment.
But no matter hw angry i m , i cant afford to pay for her to go for a private one.
Called Dar and told him abt this straight after i m awared of it.
He comforted me in a way tat e results might be a negative one.
Afterall , it is not confirmed yet.
I hope so.
Didnt really have mood tat night , mum was out till 4am.
Didi & I waited her to come home.
I was more of worried for her den wondering y she haven reach home.
Finally get to slp well after she reached home.
A short message for u , my mum.
I m aware of how much sufferings u have been through.
I m aware of how much u had done for us , for e family.
I m aware of e love , care and concern u have in us.
Always there for us , showering us wif all u have.
And when i needed most support from anyone , u gave e most.
U gave me moral support.
U respected my decision , even though everyone dont.
U protect me no matter wat happens.
U bear e scolding and nagging for me.
From tat , i have seen everything clearly.
Mum is e BEST.
Mum , u r e only one who stay by me , take care of me , support and respect my decision to e veri extend.
Thanks for everything.
I hope u will be fine , Dearest Mum.
I'm yours & U're mine
; 2:14 PM {♥}
Hmm..
Seemed like it has been long time since my last post.
From 25th May till today 8th June..
Many things happened.
I was sick , lost my voice for 4days since 2weeks ago's friday.
Unable to speak to boss when i m in office.
My Dar was being confined on tat weekends too.
So i stayed home for both days , be my mummy's gal.
Mum was sweet enough to boil ginger tea for me.
I drank 2 cups on fri night.
Recovering slowly..
Vomitted several times cos gt alot "tan" deep inside my throat.
Finally recover my voice on sunday.
During tat few days , I had difficulties talking to Dar.
Mum make fun of me too by learning e way i try to speak out despite no voice.
Mei and Di were stared by me a few times when keep asking me things.
I couldnt scold them cos i have no voice -_-" .
Dar was considerate enough, knowing tat i tried veri hard to talk to him and e fact tat i wont say i want to hang up even though i m feeling fed up or sick of unable to speak, he keep ask me to drink more water den talk or sms.
A few times , i reali cant take it, told Dar tat i wanna rest le cant talk , he understand and say is alright. He turn his attention to PSP. LOL.
Voice was back on sunday night :)
I'm yours & U're mine
