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Wednesday, March 25, 2009 ; 6:31 PM {♥}

Since last night.. when e clock strike 12am..

I receieved alot of happy bday mega & blessing.
Maple bf mega me thrice.. :)
So thoughtful of him , called me at 12 am and juz nw b4 12am he called me again..
He said he wanted to be e first and last person to wish me happy bday.
So silly.
I receieved a call from Vincent too in e middle of e night, wishing me happy bday.
And early morning , another sms from maple di.


Until 11am+..
I finally received a sms from a real life fren and nt maple anymore.
Surprisely , e first person who smsed me who i noe in real life was Nelson.
Actually he asked me out for dinner but sadly i had already had plans for e night.
Stayed at home till evening 6pm , didnt go to work cos i was on MC, due to skin allergy.


Went to Sembawang wif meimei and mummy.
We headed to Ah boy's house.
Bring him to Sun Plaza for dinner tgt.
He had become so slim and we feel so heartache.
He was so much different when at home and at outside.
I seriously missed him so much.
But i donno wat to say or play wif him when i saw him.
I feel so sad eveytime when i visit him and i realli wish tat i didnt move house.
I miss his laughter and cries.
I miss e days he wake me up , snatch maple wif me.
I miss bathing him , feeding him and bringing him to bed.

Boy..
I miss u.
Be good in school okie?
Eat more , learn more and play more.
Don forget me again =x
I will try to go over when i have e space time and i m looking forward for ur 1-day stay in my new house.

I'm yours & U're mine




Sunday, March 22, 2009 ; 12:01 PM {♥}

21st March 2009

Our 4th anniversary.

Dar..
I love & enjoyed all the activties we had, though we had a simple day without any movie shows.
Thanks for the couple rings :)
Mickey & Minnie.
I really love it.
Thanks for bringing me to a "1day honeymoon".
I love it so much.
Made me feel tt only u matter.
Made me feel tt e only world only have e two of us.

I wish we can be like this everyday.

I'm yours & U're mine




Wednesday, March 18, 2009 ; 6:05 PM {♥}

Ytd night..
I was veri moody.
Veri upset over work issue.
I was asked to bring home work to do..
Recently i keep busy wif works.
Bringing work home to do in e night and even on weekends.
Tat time even cos of work throw temper on Dar.
Suddenly, feel like changing job.
But of cos though i complain , i still do my work.
Other than nagging , complaining to Dar and frens , there are no other ways for me to cool me down.

Dar was so sweet to me.
I was complaining tat my bday falls on e wed and i don think anyone will be accompanying me to dine on tat day bah, den Dar told me he wan to take OFF on tat day and is trying to.
Hopefully he can realli took OFF on tat day :)

Bet Dar is having his Night's Out nw..
Counting down..
Another 3days.
We had planned our activites on tat day and..
I m quite excited and looking forward.

Hmm.. Off to work le , boss is back :(

I'm yours & U're mine




Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ; 6:58 PM {♥}

This post is specially for u only.
Dar..
Today i feel so happy.
U realli maked me feel so loved by YOU.
4 more days to Our 4th year Anniversay.
I m looking forward.
Dar..
U make me feel with YOU around , nothing else matters.
U make me feel my presence in this world is meaningful.
U maked me feel i m far fortunate compared to others.
U make me feel everything is WORTHY.
I LOVE YOU.

I'm yours & U're mine




Monday, March 16, 2009 ; 6:33 PM {♥}

Weekends over again :(
He booked in back to camp.
But we had a nice weekends.

Meet him at 7+pm in e night..
He was angry wif me.
And i went home.
After awhile he cooled down and we met again to go Chambers together for gaming wif Nel , William , DingJie , Alex and as well as Melford.
Went home at around 1am plus..
We buy 40k a cash and was given a gift in audition.
Have yet helped Dar to redeem e gifts.
I went to his place of cos..
We watched horror show tgt.
I fall asleep as soon as i lie on e bed.
Had a tired day.
Cos i trained his hermit since 3pm.
This was to compensate him for losing my temper on him.
I left him a slot beside me, but midnight when i reached out my hands searching for him..
He was nt by my side..
I woke up and went to e living rm..
He was still having his DOTA game !!!
I don feel angry , seriously!
But i feel heartache, i don like him to stay overnight over gaming.
He didnt slp at all till 7am +
Cos i keep waking up in e night to look for him.
Nagged at him :)

Sat morning when i woke up..
He was sleeping soundly in e living rm with a bed on e floor.
I covered e blanklet for him and i went to work.
I was requested to go back on sat to help them type out some documents cos i was MC on fri.
Haiis , sometimes wat i don like abt this job was..
I was sick and i was asked to come back.
Yet..no matter hw unwilling or sleepy i m , i still went.
And finished everything onli in e afternoon 3pm+.
Went back to meet dar and headed for lunch or rather dinner le :)
Dar had curry chicken rice while i had Chicken culet wif mushroom sauce.
Trained his char wif BR.
Until..

Around 12am+
I cabbed home , while Dar stay at Chambers for dota game wif Mel & Di.
I on my lappy and house laptop to use BS train his hermit.
Trained till he lvled 119 , i packed up , off e lappy and cabbed back to Chambers to meet him to go home.
Back his house..
His dad was still awake at living rm reading newspapers.
We feel so paiseh for returning home at such a late time 5am +.
We fall asleep as soon as we lie down lols.

Sunday..
Booking in day for Dar..
We stayed at home and had lunch wif his family.
Sometimes i realli feel i m part of their family too le.
They are always nice to me, treating me like a daughter of theirs bah?
We went to Chambers again and Dar lvled 120

Grats Dar 4th job finally NightLord le Muacks.


We had simple dinner at a coffee shop near his place.
And we walked tgt off to Northpoint and kissed goodbye.

I'm yours & U're mine




Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ; 12:46 AM {♥}

Dar..
This post is for u to see.
For me to vexed out cos i m feeling fan.
Now is 00:51am..
I m abit sleepy yet i cant slp.
My mind is full of thoughts.
Wondering..

Wat happened?
Can u tell me?
Y is there a sudden change of attiude in u?
Why treat me so coldy when talking to me on e phone?
Is there anything happening to u ?
Camp ?
Family?
Us?
I realli donno and i wish to noe.
I wan to share ur burden wif u.
I wan to share ur troubles wif u.

Surely something is wrong wif u .
I know it , i understand u too much le.
I m sure something is wrong or something had happened?

No matter wat..
I will be here to hear ur trouble , help u solve ur prob.
Rmb to call me tml when u r better :)
I m waiting hor ^^
Hope tml will be a better day for US !

I'm yours & U're mine




Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ; 4:38 PM {♥}

Dar smsed me in e morning..
Told me tat he at medical centre "diao shui".
I was shocked.
Yuan lai he was dehydrated.
Diao shui from 7am till 5 or 6pm.
I feel so heartache when i see him so sick and alone at e sickbay.
Dar smsed me and told me he was so so boring.
I asked him to take a rest , go and slp.
He replied me tat he had been slping since morning 7am +.

Back from e medical centre , he had no choice but to eat instant noodles cos he missed out his dinner.
Had a talk wif him till 11+ 12am..
Then i came in to blog.

Dar..
Promise me u will take care okie?
Don fall sick till u have to diao shui , i noe hw it feels like..
Sure xingku.
I promise i will make u drink lot and lots of herbal tea for ur body to cool down !
Muacks Dar..
Have a gd night :)

I'm yours & U're mine




Monday, March 9, 2009 ; 5:08 PM {♥}

Sun..
We woke up in e afternoon.
Had Long John Sliver at Golden Village cos i wanted to eat tat ^^
Dar accompanied me to eat tat despite e fact tat he don like.

After lunch.. same thing..
Lan Gaming !!
Luckily both of us have e same lifestyle lols.
We went and scrolled items in Maple.
But didnt realli achieve wat we expected.

Played till 7pm+ ..
Is time to go back cos Dar is booking in at 10pm.
So we went to Chong Pang and helped his fren to buy somethings.
End up..
He didnt have enough time to dine wif me b4 booking in.
We both then da pao duck rice back to our own place to hav it alone, sian !

Back home.. i had a bath b4 eating and couldnt finish it , so RARE ! lols
Maybe due to heavy flow of mense bah.

Had an early night at abt 12 midnight. :)

I'm yours & U're mine




; 4:38 PM {♥}

Sat..
Early morning i woke up and headed to his place..
He was still slping.
Out from toilet, i feel so unwell..
To my horror, i was having heavy flow.
I rested on e bed awhile and i felt better after sometime.

We went to Chambers for some gaming b4 we headed to town to collect my pictures which are ready to be collected.
Cos i was taking long time to get e CD , he went to acrade , leaving me a sms to inform me.
After we gathered at arcade .. we went for lunch..
He had Herbal Chicken Soup Set while i had Deep Fried Chicken Set.
E set comes wif free flow of drinks and ice creams.
After we finished e main course , we went for our ice cream.
I took my cup wif me too.
I poured Pespi into e cup and added a scope of Chocolate flavour ice cream on top of it.
Back to our seat..
I asked Dar to try my drink , created by me..
But he refused to.
He say Eeeee..
I tried it myself.. nt bad lah. :)
Went to PS to shop..
I wanted him to go into a shop which sells bra and those women's stuff..
He refused and say it was so paiseh for him.


Took train back to Yishun.
We went home , intend to have a slp before we go to e lan shop for zak.
But.. he end up lying on my legs playing PSP.
Had dinner at his place, Crabs !! i love it..
After dinner , we went out to Sembawang to collect my work stuffs.
Intend to meet nel and guys for a talk but i had no time to..



Went lan at 11+ wanna to play for 1 hr b4 taking e midnight package but when Melford reached , midnight package seats are fully taken up.
So we remained in e VIPs room till 3am + after my zak..
Dar suddenly told me he was not well when i was heading to e Free Market to collect my zak share.
I then log off e com and pay for e gaming..
I didnt get to see him when i came out from Chambers !
Wondering where he was .. when i saw a guy sitting around e roadside.. i realised it was Dar.
He was trying to vomit , he told me he don feel well..
Wanna vomit but cant ..
Took a cab home instead of walking back , he refused to go home , afraid tat he might wake his parents up.
I went up his hse and get him some water.
After awhile he decide to go home..



Back his place.. I touched his legs , it was so cold , when i didnt even on e fan or open up e windows..
In my heart , i was so afraid , i was telling myself "Dar , don scare me , don leave me alone here."
So silly of me but seriously i was afraid when i saw his veri pale face.
Find him some medicine and took care of him , sit beside him , looked at him..
When he fall asleep , i talked to him.. scare tt he might leave me anytime.
Wat a silly thought.
But life is so fragile.

Dar..
Don ever scare me again ! :)

I'm yours & U're mine




; 4:16 PM {♥}

Weekend is over again...

Fri.. i was realli tired , vexed and angry over many things.
Supposed to work 8-2pm half day cos i needed to attend one of my GuGu's wedding in e night.
End up i stayed in office till 5 pm, when i had nothing to do zzz.
I don like my working environment !! Seriously..
Reached home at 6pm..
Didnt get to rest and i straight went for a bath and headed out.
Tiring.. !
Took free transport provided by e hotel...
Hm.. E wedding was quite a grand one..
But i had no mood to take pictures at all wif cousins.
Talked over e phone wif Dar..
Had a long chat..

When e dinner was abt to end.. around 11pm
I received a called from my youngest uncle, telling me to go over his place after e wedding to collect some files home to work.
When i heard this , i was already quite unhappy..
" WAT .. want me to work even on weekends and without paid? And when i had already planned my weekends with all kind of things which i wanna to do when i don hav e time to on weekdays."
After e call.. i was feeling abit angry n moody.
Y didnt they ask me to do it in e morning or afternoon when i had nth to do..
Y need to wait till e veri last min on fri night , asked my uncle to pass to me and wan me to get it done and passed back to them by mon..! , when e document is such an important one for a meeting..

Dar comforted me on e phone when i was complaining to him abt all..
After e wedding , i went home with veri bad mood , and i had an early night.

I'm yours & U're mine




Thursday, March 5, 2009 ; 1:19 AM {♥}

This week..
Pay week again !!
Busy week for me.

Reached office nt long.
Boss went out so i come in and blog.
Actually donno wat to write too..lols.
Morning..
Maple BF called me again..
Every morning he will call and wake me up for work.
I didnt noe if i realli made him fallen for me..
I guessed he did.
I m guilty.
I shouldnt make him feel we are possible in real life.
I given out e wrong message to him..

Hmm.. Everytime when i blog in office..
Boss will always happened to be back b4 i m done wif my updates.
And i have to close it by clicking "SAVE NOW".
Tat's y i often write down but nv publish cos have yet read through n check.

Back to work as boss was back. :(
A late published post again zz.

This was supposed to be publish on monday, but it is onli going to be publish nw due to work.
Soon bian update abt ytd n today bah..

Ytd i had a serious tummy ache which actually started on Sun night after i reached home..
Dar told me to go to e 24hr clinic but i didnt.
I don like going alone and i was too pain tat i even had difficulties to stand up straight.
Ytd, juz 1hr before i going work.. Ache come again..
Feeling worried , i decided to go to my doc..
Ihuix accompanied me down to my doc..
Luckily , everything turns out to be fine...
I m alright...
Told Dar and frens abt this news..

Back home , i had simple dinner.
Rice & soup wif tofu.
Watched 9pm channel 8's show and 10pm channel U's show.
Both last esposide.
Hmm...
Is late nw le..
1am..
Night.. :)

I'm yours & U're mine




Monday, March 2, 2009 ; 12:51 AM {♥}

I realised it is getting harder for me to update blog nwadays.
I barely have time for my own.
Work , Maple , Maple BF and my dar had occupied most of my time.
I begin to detest talking to e maple BF..
He has interrupted my life , invaded into my world?
Like to call me day & night..
Sometimes when i talking to dar..
He also call..
But i will always hang up his call for e sake of talking to Dar.
I realli hope we are juz maple BFGF.
Nothing more?
I like e way he treat me , dote me when in maple..
Afterall virtual world is always so dreamy..
No quarrels , no tears and full of sweetness?
Weekends passed so fast...
Fri.. Dar cabbed to PUB to fetch me home wif him.
I reached office at 2pm and i actually left office at 4pm..
So daring hor?
I asked 3rd Aunt's husband ( <---Boss ) for permission.
Dar sounded so dulan when he called me..
I thought he was angry wif me cos my workplace no one noes and i insists him to come over here as i cant go out without a car..
He asked me to go Tampines first to fetch a cab and go fetch him.
But..
Like i said.. i cant possibly go out without a vehicle.
I board e cab , with fear in me..
Scare we might quarrel again or he will nag at me..
End up..
I realised he was nt angry wif me lols , but e taxi driver..
During e duration to home.. Dar told me he is booking in later at 8pm zz.
Yuan lai he kena Guard Duty.
Sadly but he say this will come be it nw or later..
So.. I pei him for tat few hrs..
Went to Long John Sliver for dinner..
He ordered Salmon end up don like it , then we exchanged.
He told me he don like e smelly n taste of it and asked me if i don like it too?
So long he nv care abt i like e food or not..
Somehow.. Recently i realli feel e love he puts in me.
I no longer suspect or worry a single thing anymore..
Though ppl say "Once bitten Twice shy", i still giv us a chance and we did it.
Lan wif him till 8pm .. i accompanied him take 969 to Tampines and i take e same bus back to yishun. LOL?
I juz want to pei him. tat's all.
He was nt bad too.
Called me when he reached camp and pei me talk while i m on e way back home.
Had an early night tat day.
Sat..
Whole day sitting & lying infront of e com..
Whole family was out for their own activites except me.
Spam for ppl to earn some $ , but end up spent all on scrolling dex eq..
Wat a bad day for me lols.
Sun..
He booked out at 9am.
I went over his hse..
Had a slp as it was still too early to go out , he was tired too and same for me.
Had our lunch at e Malay Stall near Chambers.
We went there straight after we woke up.
This time round..
He didnt " lai chuan " le..
Had a few hrs of lan gaming and headed to supermarket to get food for him to bring back camp.
Again... i accompained him take bus there n back alone.
Though it was boring for me to return home alone but there is happiness in both of us.
Off to bed..
Wan an , Dar.

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