Dar went to Brunei le.
Took 2am's flight over.
I waited his sms while playing maple until 7am.

Went to bed till 4pm+.
Woke up , hoping to see Dar's sms.
But sadly , he didnt sms me.
Guess he is busy bah or unable to use phone.

6pm+ juz nw.
I juz reached my cousin hse, he called me using his fren's hp.
Told me tat he cant call me using e top up card we buy.
And his hp, i tried to activate e roaming service but couldnt cos i was under 21.
His line was signed up by me.

Today is 4th day of Chinese New Year.
I m back to work.
Took bus to work , on e way i was told by my uncle..
No one is in office today.
Boss is nt coming down lol.

Nw i m wasting my time in office.
So i took this opportunity to update my blog.
Busy wif " Bai Nian" over this few days.

1st day of CNY i went to grandmum hse.
Wear a top red shirt over as being told by my mum tat my ah gong like RED.
Went and meet dar at 5+ .
He realised he didnt bring his keys along when we reached his hse.
Left wif no choices , we went to my hse.
It was e first time he come to my hse ever since i moved hse.
We had some sweet time alone.
He took a short nap and i cooked maggie mee for us as dinner.
After dinner , he took a shower and we went over to Chambers wif nelson for some lan gaming.

2nd day of CNY went to ah ma hse then to mum de mother hse.
In e night , we went for KFC dinner
After KFC dinner , we headed to dar's hse to wait for Melford to go Chambers tgt.
End up , i fall asleep nt long after we reached dar's hse.
Dar's daddy passed me a hongbao.
His bro opned it up.
His bro and sis was curious to noe hw much was inside e hongbao lol.
In the middle of e night , i rmb dar tried to wake me up and ask me to go Chambers.
I nodded and say ok.
But ..
I realised i was in bed still e next day when i woke up.
I had a long slp.
Woke up at 12 plus , dar going out to chalet.
I had nothing to do, so i went out wif Nel and Cg to Cathay for movie.
Yilun tag along too.
And we watched Inkheart.
A new show i mus say.
Interested storyline. like fairytale but a bit of reality too.
Anyway juz a nt bad show.

Had our dinner at late 9 at Long John Sliver.
And we went home by train after tat.
Reached Yishun , dar smsed me .
I went home and get my lappy and off i go and meet him.
It was about 12am when i meet him. zzz
Back his house , we played maple.
And i fall asleep on his bed again while watching him playing dota.

Dar ar.. can we spend more time tgt?
Was a bit sad when i noe u are going for ur mahjong today early in e morning.
Not tat i don wan u to hav ur own space or wat.
But i realli wish to spend these last few days wif u b4 u set off to Brunei.
Anyway, we agreed to giv in le.
So i nt so sad or angry liao.
Though i was realli fed up earlier on tat they don allow u to bring me along for ur mahjong game.
And dar i donno y but i gt a bad feeling tat u will .....
Shh don say or type it out !
I hope my sense is wrong.
Good luck , my dar !
Win lots lots to take revenge for me.
Muacks.

Labels: 1 more day to Brunei

Didnt slp at all for e whole night.
Took a short nap before i headed to Orchard for some last min shopping.
Actually intend to buy him ytd.
But no time to do so.

Went down to Orchard alone as dar have to stay at home to take care of his bro.
Buy my shoes and bag.
Walked to Taka.
On e way , as i was walking , someone tapped my shoulder.
Tat moment , my first thought was " who tap me"? Joce or Eric?
Cos they often shop around at Orchard areas.
Turned back and i saw someone who i donno at all lol.
She asked me if i were a singaporean , i nodded and say yes.
First thought come to my mind was..
Uh huh , this gal wan to ask me for direction ?
End up , my thought was wrong.
She passed me a name card and asked me if i m interested for some advertisements?
I was shocked?
Wat is this all abt?
She then told me she was looking for some new faces to film some advertisement.
I wasnt sure if i m interested.
She asked me to think over and let her noe.

Told dar abt this incident.
He somehow find it hard to believe too , just like i do lol.
Told my mum abt it and she asked me to giv it a try.
But..
Wa lao still need go through interview lols?
Should i give it a try?

Reached home and went out again to Hougang for renuion dinner.
Had our renuion dinner at Sengkang's one of e coffee shops zzz.
Not nice at all e food over there, only e steamed fish passed nia lols.
They even buy their own red wine , grape wine and watever wine over for a drink.
I was asked to take a sip but i refused as e smell was like eeeryer...

Our great grand mother was send back to e old folk home once e dinner was over.
Cos she was only allowed to come out for 3hours.

Watched her and i realised hw pitiful she was.
Luckily , she get to dine wif us at this veri special day.

Sat 24/1/09

Meet up wif Chai Gek for some last min shopping.
Dar went wif us too.
We went to e temple first as Cg was still having her hair extention.
Prayed at e temple.
Hoping God will bless my dar for his trip on e coming fri to brunei.

We went for shopping while dar went to arcade.
Nothing much to shop.
We then suggested to go Orchard.
Called Nel they all for a meet up too.

Reached Far East , we do our shopping while dar listening to mp3.
He asked me , " y ur gals like to shop but don buy"?
Good question, i told him cos we haven decide lol.
End up we didnt buy anything .

Nel , Kok wei they all then suggested for dinner as they were hungry.
Went to Cine for dinner at e " Xin Wang Cafe" if i m not wrong?
E food was not realli nice , juz so so nia.

After tat we continue shopping.
The guys intend to watch ink heart while waiting for me and Cg to do our nails.
Sadly , e tickets were like alomost sold out wif some left over seats at e veri front rows.
The guys then went to PS for their gaming.

Cg and i had our nails done at 10plus.
$30 plus.
But it was like nt bad wor , e design and everything.

Went to PS to find them.
After tat we took train home.

Sounds like a bit boring but it is like so rare too.
So long we have nt realli meet up for some shopping and dinner le.
This was like a good chance for us to " huai jiu"?

Thanks frens for e dinner .

It has been weeks i nv update my blog.
Busy wif office work, bonus , pay for workers and claims.

Fri 23/1/09
Didnt report for work.
Went to perm my hair instead.

Dar was e first to see my new hairstyle.
He say not bad , but look like nv perm dao wor.
I left him alone in e arcade , while i went over to Ah Boy's hse.
I buy him a " Thomas & Friends" water bottle.
He don realli like to drink water.
So i buy this , hoping tat he will drink more water becos e water bottle is printed wif "Thomas & Friends".
He was nt at home when i reached.
But his parents were about to go over his childcare centre to fetch him.
I tagged along as his parents asked to.
His childcare centre was at Blk 480 , Dar's old house.
I was so anxious to see him.

At e door , he saw us.
Ran over and shouted " Daddy , Daddy".
So cute and sweet of him.
He didnt grow much from e last time i saw him.
I missed him so much tat i wanna to giv him a hug when i saw him.
But he was nt wearing his pants. lol.
He juz wet his pants a few min ago b4 we reached.
Out he comes, i wanna to carry him.
I looked at him , he looked back at me too.
But e look he give me was weird.
I called him, asked him over to let me hug.
Yet..
Sadly, he dare not.
He couldnt recongise me.
Is it cos we have nt meet up for sometimes or cos of my new hairstyle , i was wondering.
At tat moment, i was realli sad.
Y did u forget me? My dear boy.

Back to his hse's car park, all of a sudden he come over to my side and wanna to hold hands wif me.
I was so shocked and happy.
Afterall , he did nt forget me , juz tat he need sometime to recall who i m .
Holding his little hand walking in e carpark , he called me "Jie Jie".
I was realli happy , nothing else except happy.

Back his house, he was asked to wash his feets.
He walked into e toilet while keep looking back at me.
I noe, i noe y he do so.
He was afraid tat i will go off when he go to e toilet.
Hahas, so smart of him.
Kneel down & hugged him in e living room
I somehow feel heartache, veri weird feeling which i never had.
He had lose some weight , i can see.
I bet he is nt used to e life in childcare.
And it was true.
His mum told me tat he refused to wake up every monring and refused to wear his sch uniform too.
He even cried for hours on e first day of school.
His parents sure feel heartache too.
Just like my family and i do.

Y?
Sometimes i wonder..
Y wanna change his lifestyle ?
Y wanna send him over to a childcare centre?
Y we wanna to move hse?
So many "whys".
Is there a possibility tat his parents might ask us to take care of him and his sister again?
If Ah Boy continues to be like this, refusing to go sch , always cry and throw temper?
We realli missed him.
Our whole family do.

I give him e bottle which i buy for him.
He smiled and say " Two Two" , e sound of e train.
Watching him smiling , i feel happy too , so weird.
He say thanks to me and he carry e bottle around refused to keep it.
After feeding him some water , watching him running around , i feel so sad when i left.
In e lift alone , i realli feel so sad , and many thoughts were running in my mind.
If only, if only we can get to take care of him again , hw great it will be, seriously.
Shed a few tears when i went back to arcade to find dar.
After tat we went for dinner.

Back to Yishun..
We went for a movie at 7 plus.
Watched " Love Matters".
It was a so so movie nia.
But e moral of e story realli brings a meaning.
It said , " Those who don hav love yearn for love , while those who hav love don noe hw to cherish love ".
Quite true.
Human are all like this.
When is there for u , u wont noe hw to cherish.
When it is gone onli then u regret.
After movie , we went and do some shopping.
Dar buy his jeans for new year.
After tat, we went back to dar's hse.
Spend e night over at his place.

Labels: If only he could be taken care by us again.. :(

Sunday..
Yet i have nth better to do.
As Dar was not around.
He muz be having his live firing nw bah.
Dar told me he will be back at 2am.

Due to Boredom.
I decided to go out wif mummy to cousin's hse for her mahjong session.
Cabbed down to cousin hse.
On e way i was thinking..
Where is Blk 883?
Cos it was Dar's daddy stall was at 883.
Reached there not long, mum asked me to go help her buy 4D.
Meet my sister at the coffee shop there after buying 4D.
We went and buy some food.
Juz before we wan to head back to cousin hse.
Mum called again.

Angry ~ Asked me to help her buy 4D one more time.
Walking over to 4D there.
I heard someone shouted my name.
It was a familiar voice.
And when i looked up.
Surprisely , it was Dar's dad.
Yuan lai i was already at Blk 883 without realising.
So silly of me..
Still thinking where is Blk 883 when i was in e cab earlier on.
He asked me to go up.
Saw him..
He talked to me.
Asked me abt Dar..
I said Dar is having his live firing.
Then..
Someone from e table near his stall asked him who i am.
His daddy then say : " My son's gf ".
Maked me feel so paiseh.

Back to cousin hse..
I went online maple and shopped.
Buy a mage maple shield at e price of 12.2m.
Wanna to ask Dar beforehand if it worths ?
But he was out for his Firing.

Dinner time..
Two of my cousins & I went and dapao for e rest.
I decided to eat fishball noodles.
Let his dad earn better den let other earn lol.
But.. Angry ! Dar's daddy don wan to keep e money.
Don wan me to pay..
He insisted on treating me and i feel so bad.
But no choice..
His daddy so stubborn.
So i went off wif e noodles.
Back to cousin hse..
I opened up and realised his daddy giv alot of minced meat and meatball.
Feel so bad again.
If i noe i wont eat his stall le lol.

After 8pm..
I was down wif fever again.
Went to Sembawang and returned William his laptop.
Headed to Aunt hse after tat.
Uncle gave me a Sony Ericsson Hp.
It looks so new.
Thanks Jiu Jiu.

Had an early night.
Didnt noe tat Dar tried and contact me at 2am
Didnt noe tat he will sms me and ask me call me at 2am
I was already in my dreams.
Sorry Dar.

1st Jan 2009

Was with Dar e whole day.
Played and disturb each other.
Went for Zakum and well.. Our BS gt Angel Ray le.
Finally lol.

2nd Jan 2009

Feeling sian..
Since early in e morning.
Cos today is Dar's end of leave.
Cos today is Dar's booking in day.
Went to Dar's house.
Had his keys wif me.
So i opened e door myself
Without having to wake him up from his sleep.
Had lunch at his place.
Maggie Mee was our lunch.
I cooked for him.
And he said was not bad.
His house..only us..
No one was around.
Sister & Brothers went to work and sch.
I watched him play maple till i sleep.
And when i woke up..
I took over him.
And.. lol..
He watched me play maple till he fall asleep.
So LOL.
We waited his bro to be back home b4 we can go Lan Shop.
Waited till 2pm plus..
His brother finally back.
I woke him up and headed to Lan Shop.
Disturbing and playing around on our way there.
He loves to disturb me & make me angry.
While i enjoyed being disturbed.
Love e life i m leading nw.
Zakum at Lan shop was much better compared to hse's laptop.
Our Hermit.. Helmed.
Not veri gd states but is better den nth, Dar said so when i was complaining abt e helm.
Went to have Nasi Lemak.
Evening le..
Time passed so fast.
Luckily Dar's booking in tml morning not today.
So i decided to spend e night at his hse wif him.
Prepared to wake him up next day for his book in.
His things.. I helped him prepared all le though he say he wan to pack himself.
Juz wan to help him and allow him to have more time to spend on Dota , TV or Maple.
Sleep at 1am plus..
Feel so sian
Cos tml when wake up he have to book in le.

3rd Jan 2009

Today is Sat.
But Dar's booking in.
I woke him up at 715am.
He looked so tired.
I know he loves to sleep.
But he cant.
He intend to take bus and book in.
But after i persuade him..
He decided to slp 1hr and cab back to camp.
I asked him to do so not cos i miss him and wan spend more time wif him.
I noe i will hav lots of time, Days,Months & Years more wif him.
I asked him to cab back cos i wan him to slp more.
He will be going for live firing.
And well i bet tat will be tiring for him.
After 1hr of sleep,
He look more energetic.
Accompany him to wait for cab.
He wanna to send me home first before heading back to camp.
But not in e way and he don hav much time left.
Worried tat he might caught in traffic jam,
I said no.
I went and took a bus home.
Boarding e bus,
I then realised i left my Ex link Card wif him zz.
No choice.
Heng i gt some coins.

Back home , i didnt slp.
Waited for his call.
And i on 2x exp for his hermit.
Train his hermit for him.
I intend to secretly chiong to lvl 90 for him and surprised him on Fri when he booked out.

Dar..
So much to say to u.
Thanks for accompanying me when u having ur leaves.
U make me believed in miracles.
U make me believed tat things happened for a reason.
It is like No pain No gain.
But for me is..
I lost something but i gained u back.
I've gained ur doting.
I've gained ur love.
I've gained YOU.

Thanks for e promise tat u made.
Though Valentine Day we cant celebrate together.
But We can celebrate our 4th year Anniversary tgt.
Few more months only.
I've checked.
It falls on a Satursday.

Having you is realli enough.
I have nth to ask for.
Wait u book out on Fri.

Take care when u're having ur Live Firing & Field Camp.
I will wait u back from Field Camp on Wed.
Muacks , Dar.

Labels: You make me feel LOVE.

It has been long since i last blog.
Had fallen sick since two weeks ago till nw.

22nd Dec
I went to work as usual.
But i feel unwell in e afternoon.
And well.. i was sick.
Down wif a fever tat comes on and off.
Driving me crazy.
Making me tired.

23rd Dec
Fever was down when i woke up in e morning.
So i headed to work.
Afternoon.. fever come again.
Making me feeling hot all over my body.

24th Dec
It was Christmas Eve.
Most offices are half day but for me i am still sticked to a full day.
Fever come again b4 i left home for work.
Feeling unwell..
As a result, i didnt report to work.
Went over to Dar's house.
He booked out early today.
Watching him playing maple all e way till night.
Our Bishop went for Zakum in e night..
But died due to lagness.
I was wondering as time pass..
If he will go out tonight?
Whether will he abandon me and go out wif... for e night?
Luckily..
He didnt.
I asked him y.
His reply was cos he didnt contact his fren.
I feel glad.
Though we are also not going out anywhere for e night,
But he is willing to stay by my side.
We then went for dinner near his place wif his parents.
Headed home after dinner, continued his mapling.
Sleep at middle of e night.
Had a nice sleep wif him.
Hugged me to bed.
Muacks.

25th Dec
Christmas day..
But we didnt go anywhere.
Cos i was still not feeling well.
Woke up early at 11am.
Woke him up too for his gaming.
Had our lunch simple , easy and fast.
He keep nagging me to eat my pills..
So sweet.
I miss e nagging.
And nw it is back.
Spend e whole day wif him at home playing maple.
Spamming at Ulu 2.
Dinner time..
We went to KFC for dinner as i requested.
Cant finish e buddy meal..
Buddy meal? not couple meal meh ?
haha.
Went home after dinner wif him.
Didnt go for a day le.
Have to go back even though i don wish to.

26th Dec
Didnt report for work again.
Cos i was still running a slight fever.
Went over his place again.
Watch him play Dota till i fall asleep.

27th & 28th Dec
Nothing much happened on both days.
Same lifestyle.
At his place.
Sleep when tired.
Watch when boring.
And play around, disturbing each other when we both have nth better to do.

29th Dec
Went over his place early morning wif Mac breakfast for him.
Headed to work at 12pm after a few day's rest.
Nothing much for me to do.
I feel tired , giddy and was running a fever still.
After work.. I headed to his place till midnight.
Cabbed home at 1am plus and rest for e night.
Yet..
He called me at 2am..
Asked me about anti virus thing.
I was sleepy and blur..
Didnt rmb wat i told him lol.

30th Dec
Tue..
Went out early to his house at 9am plus.
Feeling tired.
Had a sleep wif him till 11am plus.
His dad came in and woke us up.
Asked him to go and do his passport.
As for me..
I didnt go for work.
Went to doctor cos i was not feeling well.
Called e doctor to make an appointment.
Was being scheduled at 3:30pm.
So i accompany him over to Lavendar to do his passport.
He will be going overseas on e 3rd day of Chinese New Year.
Reached there at 12pm
Queued to take picture for his passport as he lost his pictures which he taken last yr.
After which, we fill up the form required to do e passport.
And when we wanna to make payment..
E person say muz use NETs..
We went over to market to deposit..
Had a hard time finding e place called "Key Point".
Zzz
Finished everything including passport at around 2pm..
We then headed to Junction 8 for my medical appointment and lunch.
Had Yoshinoya?
Donno hw to spell lol.
Went arcade till 3:30 den i headed to e clinic.
Doctor told me i tio virus..
So my fever come and go, on and off..
Gave me 2days of MC and asked me not to go out.
But of cos i didnt listen..
Back to his hse at 6pm.
Until 10pm we headed for dinner.
Wanted to have KFC again but closed le.
Walked half way to e coffee shop..
Dar's NS fren called him.
Asked him to go back camp immediately for Guard Duty tml.
Dar was shocked cos his Duty was not tml.
Later on, we realised tat it was becos e person on Duty was uncontactable while e one who was supposed to replce him had some family matter on next day.
Unable to find a replacement, so they called Dar.
Dar of cos don wish to go back.
So we forget abt our dinner and went back his hse.
Get his daddy's help to say he needed to take care his small bro and was unable to make it.
Dar's daddy called his Ser..
But don seemed to help.
Ser said tat if cant find any one to replace..
Dar will have to go back.
Dar & me were so worried..
But..
Thanks God.
Dar managed to escape from e Guard Duty.
But..
Sad thing was..
We really have to take care of his little bro.
It was not juz a excuse. Is true one :(
After everything were settled.
We went for dinner at e coffee shop near his place.
After tat.. he gave me $$ to cab home as it was already late.

31st Dec
Wake up and was asked to go to doctor..
I juz seen a doctor ytd.
And well..
My aunties.. asked me to go to their doctor.
Insisted tat their family doctor is better den e doctor i went to.
Maked me spend another amount on medication again.
Went over to AMK to their family doctor.
Well..
E doctor said e same thing as my doctor..
But i was asked not to eat e medicine given to me ytd.
E doctor asked me to take his..
Ok i shall see if i will realli recover e next day.
Spent so much $$ cabbed down and back home.
Luckily my mum paid for all if not i will b e broke.
Back home..
I played maple..
Till night 8pm..
I went over to find Dar..
Insists to have dinner wif him..
Went for dinner at 10pm at Chong Pang.
Had simple dish wif rice.
Gt prawn, Tofu and Pork Chop.
We eat till so full tat we find it hard to walk lol.
Back his house..
Watched Channel U (Dao Huo Xian)
Went to bed early wif him at 2am bah.
Hugged to sleep.
I love e way u hugged me.
I missed e way u hugged me too.
And nw it is back again.
I will cherish it.
I will cherish u too , Dar.
Hope u noe hw to cherish me too.

It is again e ending of a year.
2008
Happiness and Sadness for me.
Cast away all e sadness.
Rmb e happiness i had in 2008.
I hope next year will be a better yr for me.
I hope Dar & Me will be a pair of loving and sweet couple in 2009.
Happy new yr.

Thanks Dar for accompanying me by my side during Christmas eve , Christmas , New Yr Eve & New Yr..

Thanks for taking care of me too for this period.

Muacks.

{♥} Happily Forever With Him
{♥} Go Chalet !
{♥} Lose Weight (10kg) =p !
{♥} A New Handphone.
{♥} A Long Break From Work
{♥} 0oxiino0 to be lvl 200 in maple.
{♥} To Go Genting Wif Dar.
{♥} Change a new job.
{♥} Celebrate my 21st birthday
{♥} Mum's Approval Of My R/S