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Thursday, February 25, 2010 ; 3:19 PM {♥}

Dearest Great-Grandma
U will always be remembered by me

23rd February 2010
Great Grandma passed away in her sleep in the morning.
I received a call from grandpa at 8:50-8:55am.
I knew something bad happened when i saw e no. on e caller ID.
Mum was abt to cry when she was e phone wif grandpa.
Dad woke up in a shock when mum tries to wake him up.
Mei thought i was joking wif her when i wake her up and told her abt e news.
ASAP , we changed and rushed down to TTS Hospital.
We waited so longgggg for a cab.
Half way through , Dad's hp keep ringing.
One after another.
And mum , was there so anxious , keep asking who called.
She was so afraid to hear dad's hp ringing cos it might juz be a call from grandpa wif a bad news.
However, e worst still came.
Dad answered a call from grandpa and say tt tai ma already gone.
Mum dropped her tears when she heard abt e news.
Mum almost quarrelled wif Dad for e idea of going to central to flag a cab would be easier.
I noe wat is going on.
Mum is feeling sad for nt being able to see tai ma b4 she's gone.
Finally , we reached hospital , skipped e registration but still they insists to take down IC.
That realli takes up alot of TIME.
Walking towards tai ma's bed, i was afraid to see her cos i noe i will cry and i hated to cry infront of anyone !
We took a look at her , oh my , she looks as though she is slping , i donno wat i can do and e veri last thing i noe i could do was to talk to her e last time , hopefully her soul is still in e room and could hear my words.
I stood beside her bed , hold her hands , it was already cold. Saw blueblack on her hands i feel so heartache. Then i speak to her in my heart , my last time talking to her.
" Tai Ma , don worry abt us. U rest in peace , peacefully go ba , go meet tai gong and ur son."
This was wat i told her. I feel she could hear me.
Dad walked off after taking a look at her , i turned over to look at my dad , tears was rolling down his face.
Mum and Mei cried too. I almost but i managed to hold it back.
I feel so so bad for nt making e trip down to see tai ma on monday.
Y am i always so lazy ? y didnt i go visit her ?
I always take her for granted when she is there for us.
I would have done better , i should have.
I should have visit her more often , keep her company.
I know she will feel happy if i were to visit her more often , talk to her , listen to her.
But i didnt.
However when i think again , i feel i m so much better comapred to others.
(Don wanna mention names , they noe who they are)
They make her feel so sad and ignores her time to time.
Nw tt she is gone , they cried.
I noe i m nt right to comment but i juz wanna pen down my thoughts.
Wat's e point to cry nw when u don even care abt her when she is around?
Anyway , i didnt managed to get away from work.
So i missed out e ceremony of putting Tai ma into e coffin.
Tai ma , i m sry for nt being there.
I hope u understand.
And lastly , i love u.
My parents and family loves u too.
U noe hw sad my dad was ? u saw it?
U saw hw sad my granny was ?
I hope ur departure was a happy one , cos u can finally end ur sufferings and don need to see those conflict but somehw we are all feeling sad and painful tt u're gone.
We all loves u , u noe who we are.
And i hope u can realli have a reunion wif tai gong and ur son , have u seen them?

Muacks, My Tai ma.

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010 ; 3:37 PM {♥}

Tiring week , i m always complaining tt i m tired lol .
But i guess after this week i wont be so tired anymore , my maple 3x exp is finally ending on this friday.

Well , recently so many happy events happening around me.
I suddenly feel all my wishes has come true and i m so xingfu !
My dar nwadays doting me more and more , no quarrels only sweetness. =)
1 happy thing tt realli worth celebrating for , was tt my parents have finally accepted my bf.
They used to don realli like e idea of us being tgt , but for yrs we have nv separate , stay tgt and nw finally i can loudly say , HE IS MY BF infront of all lol.

Sunday , Dar came to my hse for mahjong session wif my mei and mum of cos.
Then i was asked to play along due to lack of players =/
After which , Dar was supposed to go back camp to celebrate his fren's birthday but cos my mum asking him to stay overnight , he stayed.
And Dad , after a long day of work , he even buy us dinner or so called supper already cos it was after 12am lol.
Dad reached home , saw Dar but nv say anything.
His fierce face caused Dar nt realli dare to talk.
Stayed up late till 3am wif Dar infront of e computer , chatting while he is doin his NS stuff online.
Woke up early 5am to wake him up and open door for him LOL.
Dar sent me sms asking me nt to worry and slp tight when he reached camp , so sweet of him , wat more can i ask for =)

Morning , i wake up hearing from mum tt my dad talk alot last night.
Asking if my mum gt giv Dar e pineapples tarts she handmade and alot more.
I noe my dad is nice , though he seldom talk but he is actually keeping all inside his heart.
And i noe , he nv objects me and Dar being tgt , he even show concern to Dar juz tt he nv mention out =)

I was realli happy , this is wat i longed for , but nw when i get it , y am i still thinking of something else , someone else ?
I must get over it and be happy , afterall, me and Dar have overcome all obstacles!!!
I wish things will stay this way forever.

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