It has been 5 days.
Tat night..
I told myself
Is time to let go.
I tried.
But still i cant do it.
Everyone tell me to wait and say,
If u meant to be mine , u will returned one day.
But
You noe mah?
I m scared.
I broke this r/s.
I should do something to get it back.
I cant sit here and wait for miracles.
Miracles is need to be created de.
I don wan to lose or giv up if i haven been told tat i lost.
I wan to fight for u, for my happiness.
Just simply donno y..
U don wan to love me.. WHY ?
Last night after talking to Joce, i spend sometime thinking.
While talking to her , i kept recalled our past.
E happiness we once had.
E love u gave me.
How i wished time can bring me back.
Recalled e day u went in NS
Hey i almost cry.
I wrote to u everyday abt wat was going on in my life outside here while i was waiting for u.
I took it out and read.
Everything seemed to be like YESTERDAY.
E first time i saw u botak when u book out..
I remembered so clearly.
I missed u so terribly tat time.
U noe mah?
Sat morning when i sleep in ur arms,
I realli sleep so well is e 1st time i sleep so well ever since we break.
I miss ur hugs.
I miss ur kisses.
I miss our days.
I miss our PAST.
I miss you.
Will u come back?
Will u love me again?
Will u think of me?
Will u think of our PAST?
Will u miss me NOW?
Will u be able to forgive me & give me , u and our future 1 last chance?
Realli , everything lies in u.
If u willing to try n give , NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE de, dar..
My dar
My you
Where u go?
Why leave me alone , shedding tears in e night?
I don wan "cheng jing yong you".
I wan de is "tian chang de jiu".
I m sry.
Sry tat i hurted u deep.
Face e hurt.
Face e truth.
Face urself
Face ur heart.
I feel u r forcing urself to avoid.
Avoid e pain n hurt i caused u to suffer.
Don leave me alone.
Don take away e love u have for me.
Turn back.
Look at me.
I still here.
Waiting..

Haiis..
Y sleep till 11+ today ?
Normally sure woke up at 8+ 9 de
When i woke up and saw ur missed call
I was like.. F3
Why didnt i woke up early?
Why i turn to silent?
But i guessed u called me gt reason de.
Surely not to chit chat wif me nia.
I m silly to think so much.

Dinner wif Nelson & Ding Jie last night at KFC.
WA.. regretted eating. So fattening lor.HAHA
Met XY and we 3 had a talk under a block.
Until..
I need e toilet den bo bian we go coffee shop.
Thanks Nel & XY
Accompanied me last night.
The KFC meal was NICE.

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