Tuesday, September 16, 2008 ; 3:32 AM {♥}
Yesterday
Sunday..
Day 2
Went out wif JS , Eric and Joce.
Tried not to think of him when i was in e train and i did it somehow.
But when we reached Orchard, I know he was at Orchard too so somehow thinking of him again.
So scare to see him, not cos i m afraid to face reality, is cos i realli don wan to see him.
We smsed each other. He is starting to realli treat me as a fren le and i hope i m trying to.
Wont be going his hse again.
Wont be wif him again.
Still so not used to it.
Have to learn.
We are like back to square one, back to 3yr ago how we r before we became a couple.
Is hard this time round. LOL
Tried to smile and let go.
Joce , Eric , JS and me.. we went shopping. Had Long John Silver.
Js buy 2 tops.
Eric mah i don rmb.
Joce buy a top too.
Something funny was Eric went to do e fake tattoo.
Took 3min to have it done.
Shopped until 9+
Had a tired day.
JS and me took train back to sembawang.
We had a talk. Thanks JS.
He called me at 10+. I didnt feel dao e vibration.
But when i noe, i called him back straight.
Still cant take it easy.
I smiled when chatting wif him.
JS say: i talk to u so long , u nv smile , a call from him u can smile le.
Ya. Silly me. Is FRIENDS le but i still cannot take it.
Someone had replaced me in ur heart bah.
I know u still love me so LITTLE. Haiis
I still hope one day u will come to realised everything.
U still don understand. Still angry?
Hope u will noe one day wat is realli happening and turn behind and look at me cos i m always behind u , waiting.
Waiting till e day i can walk away.
Missing u.
Pain
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