Wednesday, October 29, 2008 ; 12:35 PM {♥}
First day of work
A new environment.
My so called office is so small.
Wif weird smell n was dirty.
Even gt fly n rat running around.
Nothing to do for e whole day.
Only some calculation and paper work.
Reached home at 7:35pm.
Feel so tired.
I smsed him when i reached work place.
My work place was near his camp.
Was abt to fall asleep , he called.
Talked abt maple.
Spend alot of free time in office thinking.
I don like to think but i realli gt nth to do.
My feelings for him..
I realli donno wat is it nw.
Wanna him to return to my side but i noe hard.
Ben lai thought tat is ok if he don return i juz stay beside
But realised tat staying on hurts me.
Yet i still don bear to let go of everything untill e veri worst come.
Y am i so stubborn?
Sometimes i realli wonder.
On my way home in e car,
My uncle asked me abt me n him.
And told me alot of "ren sheng dao li".
He say love is blind.
I truely believe this.
Cos when u love someone ,
U will love him wholeheartly.
Even if others tell u hw bad he is or hw fat or ugly he is,
U will still love him.
My uncle also told me abt "fate".
Hahas he say in a relationship , fate play a part.
Is my fate wif him going to end or already ended?
I guess fate still hold us tgt ba..
Let's wait till e day ba.
Let fate decide.
If we patch or i go.
Hmm.. gtg le , have to go work soon.
I'm yours & U're mine
