Friday, October 3, 2008 ; 1:10 PM {♥}
OMG.
Alot of things happened these 2 days.
Wed night , someone suddenly add me in msn , thought was my fren? So i accepted. Later realised tat it was a stranger. I think is a prank. LOL. So i play along wif him. Hahas. Realli wonder who he is. Was chatting wif this stranger .. Suddenly someone called my hse and looked for me. Was abit shocked when i noe who he was. Chatted wif him till 5am in e morning. Shag.. Smsed hy a morning sms before i went to bed.
Woke up by a call from him.
He called to tell me he woke up le. zz
Again.. We chatted, till 5pm and we arrange to meet up to have a dinner.
Went down his area.. Not bad looking guy , veri gd at talking, gentle also.
This is my impression of him.
Went to his house, cos there wasnt anywhere to go.
We both don like crowded places.
Stayed over 1hr plus , i watch "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni" while he play his online game.
Went for dinner and sit down to have a chat.
Was happy when i m wif him. He can make me keep smile and laugh.
So long didnt laugh so much le. Enjoyed
Stayed wif him until 4:30am
Did think of hy but is like lesser compared when i m wif others.
He hold my hands, feeling was weird but i didnt reject.
His hand was warm.
He reallli make me got abit "hao gan" towards him but..
Haiis
I still prefer hy.
I rejected other things later on.
Cos hy was on my mind.
This is e best i can do.
I m still trying but not easy.
How i wish hy is back to my side , loving me so i don need to try anything.
I m now like standing in e middle of a path.
Don wanna to move forward to him cos not prepared ?
Wanna to turn backwards and go back to hy
But i noe i cant.
So i m trapped?
Complicated.
I m still who i m.
I still love u
But like i say i will try hard to move on, don wan to carry this le.
One month don contact u is wat i say to u
U told me is long
YES it is..
I find it SUPER long and hard.
But i have to.
U understand right?
Missing u..
I'm yours & U're mine
