Friday, October 10, 2008 ; 4:53 PM {♥}
Ytd night he book out,
I was surprised.
Actually wanna meet up but didnt.
Today
Went over his place at 7+am
Go lan wif William.
Slacked at his house after lan all e way till 9pm
Then went & catch a movie.
"Painted Skin"
Veri gd storyline.
Touching love story too.
Watch till my tears drop without realising.
It ended at 11+.
We parted at Yishun Mrt Station.
Not sad this time round.
Just now
When u hugged me tight
I like it.
I love it.
I enjoyed it.
It has been so long since u hugged me tightly.
Juz now e feeling are all back.
When u hug me from behind and wake me up,
I feel so comfortable, feel being loved.
Yet my feelings now is so complicated.
I wan u back
But at e same time
I juz wan u to be happy
Don need u to return to my side.
I wan to stay
But
I also wan to leave.
I hope u don go tonight
But i knew u will.
I don dare to dream le
Ever since i woke up.
I don wan to ask for more le.
Though like this is not enough.
Finally
I realised.
Realised wat love really means.
Though like this carry on i will feel hurt but it don seemed so hurt le
Cos i finally noe hw to think le.
I wont question myself y u r not back anymore
I learnt to accept e fact.
I used to think i love u so so much tat i realli need u and want u back
Till donno then i realised.
Loving u doesnt have to be wif u or have u by my side.
If nw u r happy wif e life u r leading,
I m fine wif it.
Let's call this love
Is not called waiting anymore.
U love me or not ? I m not so concern abt it le.
I m more concern if u r fine and happy?
Do wat u like.
Don care abt me.
Come back to me one day if u realised i m who u wan to be wif.
Did u realised?
Ur "Yi Yi" is back le.
I wont make any noise le
No matter wat u do.
I mind , i care but i wont make noise.
I will be like last time.
Time will prove, Hy.
Enjoy ur night
Feeling lonely and sad
I go bed first le.
I'm yours & U're mine
