Sunday, October 19, 2008 ; 10:39 AM {♥}
It has been few days i nv update blog le.
Tue.. I went & quitted sch.
Will be having a long medical break.
Half yr.
Wonder if i realli wanna work and nv go back?
Wed went & see doctor for blood test.
Heng Hui accompanied me over.
Scary lor..
E doctor wrote a letter for me to help me to prove tat i have got "ping xue".
Me and Hui opened up and read.
Both of us don understand e hand writing of e doctor lols.
Had a fun time wif Hui.
She will nv fail to make me smile lols.
Thanks Hui.
I m back to maple.
After 2months of "quitting".
Maple is boring nowadays
But still gt buddies inside who i missed alot
Realised playing back can make me feel happier.
I noe it all along but juz don hav e mood to play.
Suddenly donno y i juz go back lols.
Thur night..
Someone who i unexpected smsed me.
He told me he met an accident & was in coma for donno hw long.
We smsed for sometime.
Is so unexpected lor.
I had been looking for him in maple
Thought he quitted or avoiding me.
No matter wat,
I juz pray he is fine.
Went his house on thur night,
Spend time wif him.
All e way till ytd night.
Parted for a few hours and meet again to go lan shop
Played maple for e whole night at Chambers.
Reached home today morning at 9+am.
Enjoyed.
Feel like i had returned to e past.
Past when me , u & Mel will go Chambers tgt , rmb?
I miss u alot during e few days when u were away from field camp.
Was happy tat u called me once u returned.
Though u called in e middle of e night , woke me up
But bring me sweetness tat make me sleep well after u hang all e way to next day's afternoon.
I wonder hw m i feeling towards u.
Ytd at ur place, i meant wat i say.
It come deep from my heart.
Every single word is wat i realli longed to say to u.
But y..
I juz donno y u say no.
Y still a "no" ?
Wat is e reason behind it?
I realli wish to noe.
Will u be back?
Will u ?
Where r u nw ?
Wat r u doin ?
When i m right here spending time not to think of u as much as i do.
I m lost.
E nightmare i had juz nw in e afternoon.
I feared.
Feared tat it will come true.
I m waiting for ur call.
Lost & Confused.
I'm yours & U're mine
