Sad
Pain
Hurt
Miserable

Last night
I almost cant get to sleep.
Alot of tossing & turning,
Tears falling without control.
Y muz u say those things?
Y muz u say clearly?

Y i so stupid ?
Go meet tat guy !

Can u don mind everything & restart wif me?
Things wont be e same.
I know.
But i promise i will make it better.
Don torture me n urself.
Don hurt me.
Don hurt someone who u love.
I wont hurt u de.
I wont, realli.
I will onli love & care for u.
I will nv do anything which will hurt u.
Y didnt u give me a chance?
I juz wan a chance from u.
Tat's all.
Is tat too much to be ask for?
Don leave me alone.
It is too much for me to bear.
Don ask me to give up.
Don give up me too.

Y must we hurt each other when we still love each other?
Y must we torture ourselves?

No one is perfect.
Everyone do make mistakes.
I admit i did something wrong.
But y cant u give a chance to me?
I used to give u chances too.
All i wan is a chance only.
Giving me a chance , u noe i wont hurt u.
Y scare i will hurt u again?
I will hurt anyone but i will nv hurt u.
"Ni ming ming jiu ai wo"
" Wei shen mo yao shang hai wo ?"

Juz why u don wan me?
Juz why u don wan to return to my side?
Jus why u don wan to patch?
Too much to think.
Too much to cry.
Too much to bear.

Wat u wan me to do?
Give up this relationship?
Give up u?

If i do , life would be meaningless.
I juz donno y.

But since u ask me don wait , move on.
Since u ask me to give up.
I noe u don wan me to waste time on u.
I don mind but since u mind.
I will.

Hy
U mind me wif e guy.
I noe u jealous.
It obviously show u still love me.
Y don we start afresh?
Decision lies in u.
I already make clear my stand.
I wan to start afresh.
I noe i have ask donno hw many hundred times
And i noe u have already answered me many many times.
But i still don get it.
WHY?

Thanks.
At least u say all out
And not let me stay beside u waiting.
I know u care for me.
Even if others don noe , i noe.
At least u r not selfish to keep me by ur side.
At least u wan me to give up and go.

Let's be friends.

Labels: Break-up

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