In office nw..
Had a chat wif kor juz nw cos i was feeling low.

Y?
Why is it tat i m always crying over e same thing?
Why is it tat i m still harbouring hope tat he will choose to be wif me when i noe it is almost impossible tat he will giv me tat ans which i longed to hear.
If he realli wanna be wif me ,
He would have make e decision long ago le.

Why am i crying nw even when i m working?
Why is it giving me stress ?
Why is it so hard for me to bear?

I'm hurted.
Deeply hurted
Deep down in my heart there is a wound
Which only u can heal it.

I wish to stay on and continue be by ur side.
But i cant.
E bit n bit pain i m getting is turning into a snowball.
So i have to force myself,
Go against my wish,
Leave u.

If i m important to u ,
U will choose me.
If u don,
Y do i still have to care so much ?
When u cant even decide on a matter like this.

I really cant bear to end everything.
I really love you.

{♥} Happily Forever With Him
{♥} Go Chalet !
{♥} Lose Weight (10kg) =p !
{♥} A New Handphone.
{♥} A Long Break From Work
{♥} 0oxiino0 to be lvl 200 in maple.
{♥} To Go Genting Wif Dar.
{♥} Change a new job.
{♥} Celebrate my 21st birthday
{♥} Mum's Approval Of My R/S