Thursday, November 6, 2008 ; 5:15 PM {♥}
Missing you.
Sunday is coming so soon.
Just love you so much.
I got so many things wanna to voice out..
But i don think is gd bah to say all at here.
Got to think of another way.
I m realli trying to be e best.
I m realli trying to be good to u.
And i know i m being good le.
You know it too bah?
Who will i be without ur love and concern which u used to shower me wif?
I m like a lost sheep nw.
I need you.
Need ur love.
Went home in my uncle's car.
He told me somethings u have to let go.
Not refering to relationship
Something else..
I m letting go or should i say i have let it go long ago le.
Cos i noe i wan u only.
Y hold on to e grief when i m already blessed to have u by my side.
But nw..
Is YOU who i cant let go of.. not her.
Humans are weird.
They need someone to talk to when they feel meaningless to carry on life or when they are so depressed.
Uncle say de was right.
Within 5min , one's feeling can change.
If someone is so angry, let e person alone for 5min. Then try talking to him/her again, u will realised e person has cooled down ,not so angry le.
If someone wan to jump down a building for watever reasons, talk to e person for 5min , everything might change.
Living on is painful
But
If u give up ur life nw
U wont noe wat holds in future.
He said this to me.
Feeling sad and all negative feelings is juz for awhile only.
After sometime , u will be okay de.
Just depend hw long it takes only.
Treat every event in life as an experience , as a lesson and as a growing process.
Everyone will have to go through some events in life tat make u feel negative before u can grow up.
No one grows without getting hurt , falling down and feeling sad.
If u don, u wont grow up. lols.
Cherish life.
I m cherishing , for her's sake.
Thanks " yi zhang".
I learnt alot.
Listen and learn from u everyday , hahas.
I'm yours & U're mine
