Should be sleeping nw.
But i juz cant get to sleep.
I m feeling so low nw.
Y am i feeling tears coming out from my tired and puffy eyes?
Wat will become of me in 4days time?
Wat will e outcome be like?
I can live on without him but i cant be feeling happy.
Will i become lifeless , play maple everyday?
Let maple make me feel better?

Dar
U should be doing Guard Duty nw bah?
I m still awake juz like u r.
I feel so sad nw.
Donno y but i juz wish i can hug u tightly nw.
I will miss u,no matter wat.
U noe mah?
Dar.. e most painful type of love is waiting for someone who u already lost.
To me , is u.
I lost u since e day i make e biggest mistake , wrong decision in life.
Happy weekends u given me.
Enjoyed.
But y does it end so fast?
Cant help feeling low nw
Wat can i do?

Get to bed?
I still gt alot to write abt , our weekends, hahas.
But tml bah?
Muack wan an dar.
Wan an all too.

Labels: I'm afraid is not me.

{♥} Happily Forever With Him
{♥} Go Chalet !
{♥} Lose Weight (10kg) =p !
{♥} A New Handphone.
{♥} A Long Break From Work
{♥} 0oxiino0 to be lvl 200 in maple.
{♥} To Go Genting Wif Dar.
{♥} Change a new job.
{♥} Celebrate my 21st birthday
{♥} Mum's Approval Of My R/S