Tuesday, December 9, 2008 ; 1:56 PM {♥}
Recently alot of things happened.
Sat..
Another sad thing in life happened.
All of a sudden.
My mummy is OUT OF JOB !
She is not longer going to take care of Ah Boy le.
Hurts me when i heard this piece of shocking news.
I had nv expected this to happen.
I went over Sembwang to meet my dad , mum and of cos my Ah Boy.
He saw me from far.
I feel like crying when i saw him , seriously.
Went to his house , send him back home.
I feel 100% of "bu she de".
Heartache inside me.
I tried my best not to feel sad.
Afterall , we still can come visit him as and when we miss him.
He don wan to go home , tat is e funniest part which also upsets me.
My mum then asked my dad and me to secretly run off first.
I..called Ah Boy b4 i go off.
He ran over to kiss me on my cheeks when i asked him to.
I then hugged him.
Well..
He hugged me too.
And called me jiejie in e sweetest voice.
Tears almost fall at tat moment.
I controlled.
He kissed me good bye and i walked off.
First person tat come to my mind .. was Dar.
I smsed him..
And i managed to control my tears from falling on tat night.
Weird.
Boy was e first child who make me feel so sad and bu she de over e years.
My mum had babysit before several children
None except him make me feel so...pain.
I missed u.
JieJie realli do.
Promise u i will get u e Thomas Bag.
For u to carry it to childcare centre.
And rest assured u will always be in my mind.
I'm yours & U're mine
