Monday, June 8, 2009 ; 3:12 PM {♥}
Wed 3rd june ( if i m nt wrong )
My mum finally went to e doctor.
She has been having stomach ache problems since early this yr.
Unable to eat well.
Everyday going to e toilet for at least a few times.
It don seemed like it is a normal sign.
After work,
In uncle's car, Aunt called Uncle when we are on our way home , told my uncle abt something regarding my mum , i overheard their conversation. ( Aunt's talked too loudly)
Aunt told my uncle tat my mum went to e doctor early morning , told e doctor abt e problem she is having and well , e symptoms turns out to be wat my mum has been worried abt.
Tat is "wei ai" stomach cancer? ( not sure wat it is in english term )
However , it was highly suspected only , needs to go through tests to confirm.
Doctor refer my mum to polyclinic cos it's cheaper.
But.. polyclinic give my mum e date 1st July.
So longggggg from now..
(Touchwood) But if realli is cancer , wait for tests & results , it might be too late.
Or it might already delay e treatment.
But no matter hw angry i m , i cant afford to pay for her to go for a private one.
Called Dar and told him abt this straight after i m awared of it.
He comforted me in a way tat e results might be a negative one.
Afterall , it is not confirmed yet.
I hope so.
Didnt really have mood tat night , mum was out till 4am.
Didi & I waited her to come home.
I was more of worried for her den wondering y she haven reach home.
Finally get to slp well after she reached home.
A short message for u , my mum.
I m aware of how much sufferings u have been through.
I m aware of how much u had done for us , for e family.
I m aware of e love , care and concern u have in us.
Always there for us , showering us wif all u have.
And when i needed most support from anyone , u gave e most.
U gave me moral support.
U respected my decision , even though everyone dont.
U protect me no matter wat happens.
U bear e scolding and nagging for me.
From tat , i have seen everything clearly.
Mum is e BEST.
Mum , u r e only one who stay by me , take care of me , support and respect my decision to e veri extend.
Thanks for everything.
I hope u will be fine , Dearest Mum.
I'm yours & U're mine
