Friday, July 3, 2009 ; 4:08 PM {♥}
This has been a stressful week for me.
Alot of matters to think of and decisions waiting for me to make.
Stress level - High.
Be it mum's case, work, studies or wisdom, all of these are matters tt i have to think or even make decision on.
Even if i choose wat path to go, there are always objections. :( tired.
Mum, I Need You.
1st July 09
Mum went to TTS for her test.
I feel so helpless and worrying for her when i m in office.
Readers muz be wondering y didnt i took off to go wif her?
Answer : Cos she don allows me to take off.
Result of e test was , everything's fine.
It should be a piece of gd news , but it's not.
Doctor said to both my mum & sis tat normally if everything is fine , means nth goes wrong.
However , in my mum's case , nt other she goes in and out of e toilet a few times a day but also, she feel pain in her tummy or "wei"?
She will be going back to TTS on 31st July for another 2 test.
2hrs duration for each operation , wif e risk of tearing up her intestine.
Mum also need someone to fetch her after it cos she might be abit blur or sickly after e whole test.
I offer to go , despite e fact tt my mum don like me to take off.
And surprisingly, she nodded :)
After ytd , i guess we were all aware tat it's her intestine or gastric tat is having problems.
Of cos, e % of her getting cancer increases rapidly too?
I pray it's not.
Work
I had been struggling for a period of time.
Should have already quitted this job at end may cos of health problems.
Should i say it is my health problem or is e environment tat is affecting my health ?
Watever it is, i had been taking MC ever since started working.
A month ago, i was even having skin allergy problems. :(
Mum asked me to quit, but i didnt.
Now, i m better but these few days i had been getting mosquito bites all around my body.
E bites are all big and swollen.
Now tat i m thinking of... should i quit?
Honestly speaking, i don realli like this job tt i m working right now despite tt e working hours are shorter and wif slightly high salary.
It is all abt $ issue.
E job i liked wont be paying me so high pay , up to $1.5k but this job offers me this salary.
Asked Dar abt this, his ans to me was up to u, u decide it for urself :)
Haiss.. anyone have any idea wat should i do abt it?
Wisdom Tooth
Decision over removal of Wisdom Tooth was using CPF to pay for e surgery.
I spent days considering b4 coming out wif this decision.
But y, y do some of my relatives objects ?
Insists tt i muz go to e professor for e operation despite having to pay by cash.
Y don they respect my decision ?
I have my own thinkings and reason for doin this ar.
Ur wan me to understnad e fact tt ur are concern of me,
Ya i m awared ,but i don think there will be any problems.
Anyway ,guess this cant be solve asap?
I will have to wait for months ?
Unless i agreed to all of ur.
Early Childhood Course
Was e course i have been wanting to take.
It is also my dream job of being a childcare teacher.
Now, i m given e chance to study wif having to pay juz veri small amount of fee :)
But stucked , i donno if i should study it?
I will have to quit my current job if i were to go for e course, cos i m sure i need to go childcare centre and learn hw to take care of e kids.
It is more abt experiences and...nt abt theory.
However, given my situtation nw , hw to choose?
Giving up this job will caused me problems.
I need this income for my own allowance and to giv my mum some allowance for e household too.
And.. Wat if my mum realli ill? i cant afford to lose this job by then.
Yet i cant wait any longer for e results to be out..or my decision to be made.
Cos..
Opportunities don wait for u.
Gtg.. Yet finish my work for e day :(
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