Thursday, September 10, 2009 ; 5:14 PM {♥}
I had a bad dream e night before.
It was like so real , scared me off.
I couldnt rmb much after i woke up but i found myself waking up wif tears at e side of my eyes.
Dream was like.. I dreamt of my family living in my grandmum's previous hse.
My brother went out and for donno wat reason i don rmb , he dead.
And all i could rmb was e later part whereby i was at a funeral and i miss him so much till i cried badly.
A question i ask myself after i woke up , was .. where will we go to if we are dead?
Can we still stay in earth , or will we go to somewhere else like heaven?
All of a sudden , i feel like missing my brother so much.
Never ever did i have such feelings b4 this dream.
In e night when i reached hm at 7pm+
I saw my brother slping on bed.
Normally , if this happens i will @#!$@#% , but i didnt.
And i thought of e word "Cherish".
I didnt cherish my brother or my family sometimes i even take them for granted , but after tt dream i was realli afraid of losing anyone of them.
Until nw , i feel unease still.
Anyway , these few days i have been spending my time on work maple and of cos chatting wif Dar.
He didnt went for his camp activites so he was left in camp.
Shiok !
He get to watch tv , slp in air con and all !!!
Onli thing was , there is nth for him to eat , he has been eating instant noodles for past days.
And well ,
Right nw i'm...
BORED ! waiting for uncle to fetch me home from work again.
I HATE my office ! Mosquito bites all around my legs !
I pray for a new , cleaner office to work in. PLS.
I'm yours & U're mine
