Sunday, October 5, 2008 ; 10:46 AM {♥}
Slp at 6am+
Woke up at 9am+
Reached his place at 11am+
He was slping.
Fall asleep at his place , his cousin came. E one who don like me.
Asked y i was at hy's place when we already broke up.
Heard le abit unhappy.
Hy woke up in e afternoon , going lunch wif me.
His cousin keep calling him dear in front of me , then his didi keep ask me don need bother or jealous cos is joking de.
His didi also say i m a gd gf who had been so gd to hy for e past years.
Hahas at least someone noe hw gd i was to hy.
Went to lunch , prepared to go lan and then doctor after lunch
But..
He left after lunch.
I didnt enjoy e lunch at all.
I was trying to stop my tears coming out.
U asked me if i were angry?
NO i m not.
I was juz feeling sad and disappointed.
2nd time le.
Feeding me soup , i noe u feel bad towards me and was trying to make me happy.
But..
Tat's not wat i wan.
I smiled to u when u board e bus , i told u i don mind , is ok and stuffs.
I mind. But wat to do?
Blame me for being silly.
I try to make myself happy but saying to myself tat at least u promised to meet me in e night , at least u kissed me before boarding e bus, at least u still care of my feelings.
Limit le.
Is already e limit le but y hasn't i step out e step?
I trust u.
Trust u will not break ur promise in e night.
I'm yours & U're mine
